Dont forget yourself. || karl jacobs x reader ||

A little gift.

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TW THIS CHAPTER WILL HAVE SELF HARM TW

I woke up . My mind was spinning , my throat felt dry so did my tongue . I walked towards my  door. My footsteps slurring I need water... I reached my hand towards the door handle only to be stinged by thorns. I looked at the door slowly taking a step back.

Wither roses covered it the vines reached the roof. Instead of images .. it was a clip? Almost as if it was recorded from the future?..

4-11-2002

It was a beautiful day. I strolled the forest with Tommy.
"Hey y/n ?" I looked towards Tommy with care . "Yes ?" Tommy took a deep breath.

"Why do you collect wither roses ?.."

My body moved on its own. I felt a figure leave my body. Dream left it as if it was a soul. Quickly taking a knife up to Tommy's neck.
Tommy looked in disbelief. "Dream?... y/-" slice.

Dream sliced into Tommy's throat . Knocking him out unconscious completely.

"DREAM. WHAT THE FUCK." Dream looked at me lifting his mask leaving a grin. "DONT be stupid y/n. Remember what the other side said?."

The clip ended there.
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I was brought back to reality by Karl shaking me"y/n? You alright?..." I starred at Karl. Shaking at what I had just seen.. I need to pull myself together
"I'm fine! No need to worry what seems to be the problem Karl?" Karl smiled "well you see I just missed you. You've been avoiding me lately.."

I have?.. "I am? I'm sorry I didn't realize !"
"Y/n. Do you even have a phone? I've been calling and texting you like crazy!" I reached towards my pocket to grab my phone .
Nothing. "Im sorry Karl I must've lost it-"

Karl seemed pissed off "and you didn't even try to come and check up on me?. Not even give me a wave." Karl let out an angry sigh.
"Ya know what. Y/N WHAT EVEN ARE WE. Alright? What are we? Am I just a co worker to you ? , an adventure ? . For fucks sake y/n ." Karl quickly turned around slamming the door behind him.

Tears rolled down my face. I don't know what we are.. friends?.. yeah. Friends ...

I reached into my table drawer taking out an exacto knife. I haven't done this in years....
I used to cover my scars with foundation

It all started when I was 13. When life was stressful at the palace . Since I was so young I didn't know how to handle it . Pictures were being taken of me constantly. Paperwork was insane .

I remember Wilbur would try his best to do my paperwork whenever he had free time . And cover me in blankets and coats whenever leaving the palace to keep me from getting my picture taken.
I slowly made the exacto knifes blade push up.

I remember when me and Tommy would sneak out at night to a nearby bakery and steal bread from behind their counters .

I slowly moved the blade towards my skin.
I felt a sharp pain.

"Woah woah woah there ! Let's not ."
I looked up with teary eyes . Dream?..
"We share the same body y/n. So can we not hurt it on purpose ?. Thanks."

Dream quickly disappeared leaving a feeling as if a soul entered my body when he did..
I don't understand what just happened right now. So what happened in the clip is recent?...
Fuck.

I heard a familiar voice coming the hallway
Phil?... I quickly got up and threw the blade under the bed. Phil's eyes bolted towards me as if he knew I was coming "oh it's just you y/n I could've sworn I smelled something ." I walked closer to Phil and techno . "I haven't seen you in so long Phil!" Philza looked at me with concern "y/n. Are you alright?" I looked at myself "I think so? Why?" Phil looked at techno and nealed into his ear whispering something .

I heard techno mumble "so it's not just me too huh." Techno looked at me I chuckled nervously "is something wrong?..."
Philza looked serious now. "Y/n come with me to my lab. I'd like to run some tests on you. "
"Tests?... uhm alright I suppose that's alright ..

Lead the way."

Philzas lab
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I sat in philzas lab quietly. "Y/n this is gonna hurt a little so stay tight alr?" I nervously nodded with a yes sir . He took out a syringe and slowly started taking blood out of my forearm .
"It was black swirls in it.. odd." Philza put a drop of my blood on a piece of paper the paper quickly dissolved slightly from it. Phil and techno had concerned faced "techno.. you recognize this type of blood correct?."
Techno nodded

I looked at them both "what? Is something wrong.. tell me."
Philza mumbled "demons."

Techno and Phil left the room mumbling works beneath their breath.
I felt a soul leave my body
" hey! Calm your heartbeat down they won't find out about that little side thing about you or whatever . Chillax" I felt dream renter my body .

I heard techno run towards me "I could've sworn I heard him Phil "
Phil came up from behind Techno "me too. Y/n have you interacted with dream recently?"

I shakily spoke
"Yes... I have ."
Phil looked disappointed "y/n please calm down and stop speaking gibberish please. "

"What?.. I said I have !"
Phil sighed "Y/n."

" evaH I "

Techno grabbed my wrist "Phil she's probably tired .. let's have her rest here for a bit.."

Your right

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HAHAH THE NEXT CHAPYER IS GONNA BE SICK

and sick as in bloody torture and shit

Anyways I'll be checking for typos after I come back from the movies

I personally think I could've done better with this chapter but Still , hope you enjoyed it :)