April 7, 2011

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First snack. I downed the f*cking ensure in 5 seconds again. I feel sooo stuffed. Guilty. Worse than a binge. I push my fingers into my eyes. It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. F*ck. Sh*t. Kill me. This is too hard. They want me to eat fish and chicken. Not happening. No. I want them to put m on the tube. 

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