Just about nothing

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Remember when you asked me
To write something 'bout you?
But I never did
I never needed to.
Why?
'Cause you were always there by my side,
Through my ups, and through my downs,
Making me smile, the whole damn time,
Listening my rants, leaving the past behind.

With what happened before,
You know I was scared,
Scared to fall and not rise again,
Scared to get hurt and not heal again,
Scared to let my insecurities rule and
Let all my efforts go in vain.

And see what happened,
For the only time, I chose myself over you
The only time I chose to protect me and hurt you
But I never thought this will hurt me too.
But you tried your best,
Never leaving hope
Until it was enough for you to face.

Our paths diverged and became parallel,
Again we started the journey,
By each other's sides,
But not together,
Not Anymore.
Just like the banks of the river
Who can see one another
But never really meet ashore.

Not your fault I was late
To overcome my fears
Not your fault I was late
To explain what I felt
Not your fault I was late
To try and win what I lost
Not your fault I was late
To pay its cost.

Maybe in another world,
In another time,
We will meet again,
Maybe we will talk again,
And smile and laugh and tease again,
Maybe some other day,
We will get the time we both once wanted.
But now that we aren't even something to one another,
Now that we have left each other's side,
Now that "we" have become just you and I
I finally say a Goodbye..............

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