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Chapter 5. Unreal love at first sight

You don't even know that when you are happily living your life, someone is keeping an eye on you. Someone is head over heels for you, is becoming obsessed from you.

You might never notice but sometimes, we cross path for a reason. Every person we meet in our life is for a reason, few might bring happiness while few might be the calm before storm.

It is your mind which could identify the company you need and which one is bad news for you. If only, if only we could think out of our hearts and for once, listen to our mind.

You never know that your friend craves you in a way you never thought. They know that you're committed yet they wait for their chance not just because they fell for you but they were obsessed with you.

Love is about others but unhealthy obsession is about yourself. Love is a feeling felt from heart but obsession is a crazy feeling that takes over your thinking. Everything that's twisted starts with something simple.

And here, it started with simple friendship.

Love excuses the lust user but sometimes lust excuses the love. When they love, they love hard. Don't get it twisted though because when they fall back, they fall back even harder.

You can have a crush, get attracted, have infatuation, even love but never get obsessed. It looks all good in books and movies but it only destroyes the person in real life, you can't gain anything from it but lose everything at once.

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" I wish I could punch him hard on his face. " I said furiously, clenching my fist together and flared my nose in anger.

The freaking nerve of that guy, if only he could have tasted blood from his mouth and said thanks to my hands for the deed.

" Alaia, calm down...." Ashton cooed and I took few deep breaths to calm myself down.

Well all must be wondering that what in the world is going on here? For everyone's knowledge, a guy was non stop flirting with me and not to forget the touchy part and I wanted to punch his guts.

Ashton had held me from behind in order to stop me and not make the situation worst. Uff! why can't the boys understand that no means no. There's no hidden yes behind it!

I wriggled out of his grip and rested my head in my hands. My mood swings are getting worst.

" I think, I need to go home. " I said and they looked at each other, nodding their heads.

Only Nick and Ashton were present there, Jake had got a call from Laura to come back home.

I got up with a sigh and looked around for the last time and straighted my dress.

" Bye Alaia " Nick said and hugged me, patting my head and Ashton bid me adieu with a smile.

While releasing a breath, I walked to my car and sat in to drive back home.

While driving I wondered.

I guess we all atleast once questioned God for our very existence, even I did. But left after few times because when God created you, he might have thought something.

There has to be a reason for it, when you can not thank God for your smile so you have no right to complain him about your sadness.

People who cry are the strongest ones atleast they let their emotions out, their pain out.

But when you don't, you become numb. The guilt and pain eats you up inside, it seems like you're in a tycoon, just roaming around with the force.

Everyone has a breaking point in life and sometimes you go beyond it. A hallow shell of a man you used to be, driven only by anger and hate.