xxlethal_leexx
so what if i become a cat girl-
xxlethal_leexx
xxlethal_leexx
//tw
i dont wanna go back to a mental hospital
but i don’t wanna be here at all
xxlethal_leexx
love heavily fearing that i’m losing people or like i’m unwanted or like things are gonna go how i don’t want them to go :D
xxlethal_leexx
literally 95% of my serotonin is because of Ice Nine Kills and I'm like relying on them so much rn. literally gonna pretend like nothing else is happening cuz idk c o m f o r t
xxlethal_leexx
i can’t sleep my ocd is horrible
xxlethal_leexx
Ice Nine Kills being my comfort band cuz they’re all i can use for serotonin at the moment timeeeee
xxlethal_leexx
when a band gives you all the serotonin you needed to go from just barely okay to perfectly happy. thank god for Ice Nine Kills they are my serotonin provider 24/7 i love them so much
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@Mikeys_Toast I’m glad you’ve found something that makes you happy if you ever need to talk feel free to pm me
xxlethal_leexx
that’s is perfection
xxlethal_leexx
so i did go to a mental hospital
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@NotSamsFanAccount im sorry for your friend. that was about what it was like for me. daily fights too. i cried 5 times within just 24 fucking hours
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@Mikeys_Toast my best friend developed PTSD from being there. They caged me up and treated me like a criminal. I had to fill in a paper every day about what I should have done to not end up there. I can’t imagine what it was like for you. I’m so sorry.
xxlethal_leexx
so i guess i might be going to a mental institution for the first time . . .
