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I miss ya, old friend.

My birthday is coming up soon 

If I hear one more person say that Toby is obsessed with waffles I’m losing it.

I kinda want to tell my dad I’m bisexual but he’s homophobic 

My English teacher sounds like the guy who played Tim in Marble Hornets 

Guys my friend’s account was deleted. Idk what happened. I don’t know if she did it herself. But she’s being stalked by the Creepypastas and I don’t know if something happened

Mom, if you’re gonna yell at me for getting macaroni and cheese, I think you need counseling 

Dear mom and dad,
          
          I’m sorry that my sister and I are “ungrateful”. I’m sorry we weren’t the perfect kids you wanted. I’m sorry we cause problems. I’m sorry you can afford shit. I’m sorry we can’t help you. I’m sorry I’m 14, a minor, can’t help you financially.
          
          I’m sorry I try to not put my problems on you guys. I’m sorry for worrying about losing my dog, who helps my depression and mental health. I’m sorry that I’m trying hard at school to get good grades so you don’t have to worry about me. I’m sorry for not being Christian, I’m sorry for being bisexual, I’m sorry for not following your ideals.
          
          
          I’m sorry that I’m a kid.
          
          
          
          But you’re the ones who wanted kids. You’re the ones who kept me. I’m grateful for that, but I feel unloved. You make it sound like you hate us. You make me want to run away. You make me want to get away.
          
          When you say you want something in return like an award, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ASKING FOR?! We’re only kids, the hell do you want?! Presents, I’m broke and a minor idiots. Why can’t you get that in your head?!
          
          You never raised us to do chores. That’s why we don’t do them, because YOU DIDN’T RAISE US TOO! YOU DIDN’T FUCKING TEACH US FROM THE START!! But yet you still blame us. When my sister is 18 but still is a kid. What the hell do you want?!
          
          You’ll only care when I’m gone. You only think about yourself sometimes and it’s so fucking stupid! 
          
          I can’t see my online friends of 5 years, I can only text and call. Which is killing me. But you’re so concerned with them being fake to not even realize that they’ve helped me through so much.
          
          Let my sister get a job and save up. Then give her custody over me to become my guardian. Then we’ll be out of your hair.
          
          Since we’re so “ungrateful” and “rude”, we’ll leave. At this point, I’d rather live with my uncle or grandma. You guys are so toxic I’m done.
          
          Dear mom and dad,
          
          Why do you hate us but yet you kept us?

Where are all the followers coming from

Rant: Everything is going to shit right now. My mom can get people signed up (she’s a healthcare marketer) and so she won’t get a good paycheck. So now she’s depressed and sad. Her birthday is on August 21st and she wants to do this thing she had planned for her birthday. She got money out of her bank account for a charity and left it on the Elizabeth’s desk. Elizabeth was eating lunch with residents (it’s a senior retirement home of some kind). Someone fucking took the money. I’m sitting her watching my mom upset. My dad is trying his best. I’ve been trying to hard to not think about it. But I feel like this is my fault because I told my mom that I was Wiccan. Is “god” punishing her or something?! I don’t know. I’m upset. I got into an argument with my sister. I just really want to die right now but at the same time I really want to kill someone. I’m thinks fucking upset. I don’t know what the hell to do. I don’t know if I should cry or not. I’m trying so hard not to meltdown. What if it’s my fault?! What if it’s my fault? What if it’s my fault?..