soon to be writer.

My dream is to be famous writer, and became an idol someday, i'm aivan a child who always have a million problems, i'm 13y/o who dreams to be a famous writer and idol star,  i have no dad and my mother left us for our family 'she went to abroad to support our family and 4-5yrs na syang hindi nakakauwi, mahirap din na wala kang nanay sa tabi mo kase hahanap-hanapin mo din kung ikaw nasa lagay ko, may time din na-na-lulungkot ako sa mom ko wala syang kasama don mag isa nyang tinataguyod pamilya namin. I'm not a best son in the world but i can give my life to my mom so she can live longer than me, i can sacrifice my self to my family i can do what i want, sometimes i'm missing my mum haha, for some reason's i want to die but i keep my self here cuz 'iniisip ko yung mga iiwan ko at maiiwanan ko, maybe i'm just tired kaya ko naiisip yon. Again i'm Aivan 13y/o who loves to write and dream to be a famous writer and became a idol someday.