tinybrazitish

so sorry...but i did it again

ZiallHeroes

Hey Nina love, how are you? I'm reading a book now and it reminds me of you so much. Also it reminds me of 2 other people and you know who they are. I miss you Nina, I miss you a lot and also them, I miss Aru and Pop too. It's embarrassing how it feels lile things keep coming back at them about them and you although I tried so hard not to but it just happened. They will think I'm pathetic and disgusting for keep digging in the past but it's okay I deserve all bad names they called me. Anyway I wish you will always be happy up there and I'll message you again later Nina because I'm sick now and I'm trying to rest but reading a book just helping me get rid of the boredom doing nothing but laying in bed all day. Until later my love oh and the book is in a dark dark wood x

ZiallHeroes

Hey Nina my love. How are you up there? Apologies because it's been 2 months since last time I messaged you. I'm very bad lately but it's okay I'm trying still. I need to get my sh*t together again just like before. I wish you are always be happy up there Nina and yeah I miss you and maybe you're the only one who miss me back hopefully haha. I'll message you again later ok? Until later love x

ZiallHeroes

Hey Nina, it's been long time since last time I messaged you. How are you? Wish you're alright and happy up there. I am feeling like not myself lately I don't know why. I feel like I'm not at ease, can't sleep well, can't enjoy the food I eat, everything seems weird. I really wanna tell you about so many things. I feel safe whenever I talk to you or Aru, you both will never judge me especially you because I can't disturb Aru anymore, I'm afraid I make her feel annoyed. Take care Nina and I miss you x

ZiallHeroes

Hey Nina how are you? I wish you are always be happy up there. I am not okay, not at all. I feel empty, nothing. I miss you so much Nina, keep an eye of her for me please, tell her to come back not to me but to her family. Thank you Nina, I'm sorry

ZiallHeroes

Hey Nina I lost my fiance today. She promised me that I won't ever feel what I felt again when I lost you but she just did that. Will you take care of her up there for me? Tell her I love her so much. Thank you Nina, please always be happy up there. I miss you and her x

ZiallHeroes

I feel so lost Nina, I feel numb, nothing, empty
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