so some of yall know me as being christian
and id just like to say that i have made the decision to leave the religion.
it has only caused me pain, disappointment, and feeling unloved, and it feels like i cant live my life to its fullest.
right now, it just seems like the best for me, as i will be able to live and heal without worrying about the creator of the damn universe watching my every move and being angry at me.
plus, i am tired of churches and religious people talking down on me and saying that im disobeying the will of god and/or going to hell just for being myself, directly or indirectly.
im sorry to anyone who i have just lost the respect of, or is disappointed in me, or wants to unfollow, etc.
but im gonna live my life for me and the people i love, not some church with standards that i cannot live up to that has only hurt me.
ill still be going on as normal, just felt the need to say this.
might make a chapter explaining more, but for now, this is it.