Hey Fimi,I just saw your author's note and I want to tell you that you have to fight it. Let me share this testimony with you,I recently came in contact with someone who is almost like Ace and also wants to change,I have been thinking of how I can help and the words I can tell him. Then I read your last update and I received the best way to talk to him. The words Eden spoke just gave me light and answers on how I can talk to the guy. So please,I would encourage that you go back to the Holy Spirit and ask Him to help you and give you strength to fight that depression. It is just a trick of devil,he knows how many lives you are helping through this book,he knows that many souls would be helped through your book and he's seriously fighting it by making it seem your mental health can't continue. Fimi,you can do it ,go back to the author of your inspiration for this book and talk to Him,I'm sure He'll help you. I'll also be praying for you. You are strengthened in Jesus name. I love youuu