tealpallete

I’m deleting Wattpad for the time being. The community has been really quiet lately so I’m planning on taking a break for the time being. I have a really important game project I’m working with some friends and I’ve been lagging behind with the concept art. I’ll be back. Don’t know when though.

tealpallete

I’m deleting Wattpad for the time being. The community has been really quiet lately so I’m planning on taking a break for the time being. I have a really important game project I’m working with some friends and I’ve been lagging behind with the concept art. I’ll be back. Don’t know when though.

tealpallete

It’s freaking 2020. Why am I still treated this way? From my own mother? I’m gonna grow up, have a husband and kids because society said so? Just because you met someone like my father doesn’t mean it’s going to happen to me. I don’t want to live that life. I don’t want to live as the poor housewife to some rich guy because it’s what society wants. I don’t want a husband. I don’t want kids. But you said it’s going to change once I get older. Except sometimes it doesn’t change, like sexual orientation or dreams. I want to become famous and rich. You said it won’t happen unless I work hard. I want to become a fecking artist. I want to make fecking art. You said you would support my choices but are you really a mother if you don’t even support my dreams? You said it’s going to be hard because I’m so mentally weak because of my mental illness. Then you proceed to say my mental issues aren’t real. Are you a hypocrite? I don’t want to live that life. It’s fecking 2020. Watch me. Watch me break your assumptions. You said 10 years? Fine, watch me succeed in 10 years.

tealpallete

So I have been crushing on this girl for awhile. She’s kind of like me, boyish looks, short hair, masculine clothing, and the sweetest being to ever exist on planet Earth. We’re in the same conservatory, Visual Arts, but she’s two years older than me. I don’t know how long it’s been but I just can’t talk to her. LIKE I CANT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY. So I wrote a letter instead because my anti-social butt can’t help but then I realized how stupid it is. She’s like the only attractive and nice person at my school. I thought she just looked cool and had a nice sense of fashion UNTIL MY HEARY STARTED BEATING WHEN IM AROUND HER. WHY AM I, A TOMBOY, FALLING FOR ANOTHER TOMBOY???

tealpallete

@chocolatemeimei Okay! I’ll try to. Thanks for your help!
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chocolatemeimei

@Fairy_Serendipity who said masc girls can't date each other? do you know her conversationally? try approaching her first if you aren't because it'll make it easier to confess
            you should go for it! i wish you luck uwu
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