DirtyBuiscuit
Take your time, I feel like all writers do this at some point (I know I did) I had to learn to pace myself, I have so many ideas and stories and my biggest fear is dying before I can put them out into the world for people to potentially enjoy so it was a struggle to not instantly post the first chapter I make of a new story (sitting on about 15+ now). Honestly for me it took putting the stories on hold and then eventually just temporarily deleted them because while they were on hold I still felt obligated to update and bad when I couldn’t. Take as much time as you need to get yourself together and remind yourself that it’s okay to go at your pace and that a majority of your readers are fine with waiting for you to be ready. Hope this wasn’t too long of a message to put on your board but I super relate to how you’re feeling right now and just had to lyk lol, keep doing you!