stonehartreader

follow my tiktok @stonehartreader i am way more active there and also post daily fandom videos!

stonehartreader

i need to update my stories

Mariekomwonkru

@stonehartreader  it’s makes it a lot easier to write really
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stonehartreader

@Mariekomwonkru this is so real i’m going to have to start doing this
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Mariekomwonkru

@stonehartreader whenever I como up with a new one and the idea gets stuck in my head I just write it down as a draft, it may never get out of there but at least I wrote it down before forgetting about it and regretting it.
            
            Just now I was writing the first chapter to a Nate Jacobs story I just came up with. I may never go through with it once my hyper fixation changes and Jacob Elordi is thrown to the very back of my mind, but if he doesn’t at least the general idea is saved somewhere
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stonehartreader

it’s not even been a full 48 hours and i feel like people are already done. they’re already over talking about it and posting about it. i feel worse than i ever have before. grief breeds grief and i just feel so physically ill. i have always had such a hard time grasping the concept of death and this hit so hard. it’s terrifying how someone can be here one moment and gone the next. liam’s passing has made me so much more aware of what little time we have. i can’t stop thinking about Kate, Cheryl, Bear, and his mother .. moms aren’t supposed to outlive their children. 
          i know liam was facing a lot of controversy with Maya Henry and i do not support his actions. Redemption in death is such an odd thing and i wish no part in it. However, death makes room for no such things and he was supposed to be able to grow up some more. he was supposed to be able to live, to watch his own son grow. He still had the ability to become a different man. one of my earliest memories is holding my newborn baby sister on the couch when she came home from the hospital for the first time. one direction playing on the radio in the background. liam and one direction truly changed my life. the idea that he’s just gone is unbelievable. i feel as though i am mourning a close friend. it’s strange to feel this way about someone i’ve never met, and yet when i came home wednesday evening i fell into my moms arms sobbing. grief is grief, it knows no bounds. tell your family and friends you love them. you never know when the last time you see them will be.. ️

stonehartreader

i am absolutely devastated following the news about Liam. He was such a fundamental part of my childhood and my teenage years. i cannot even begin to talk about all of the ways he changed me. thank you liam for all of the fond memories. my heart goes out to his son and family. rest easy ️