squishyhanji

Tried a Want so BAD edit to celebrate 6 months of that beauty! If you've got a few minutes, please check it out and consider dropping likes and comments! ❤️
          	
          	Link: https://youtu.be/6c3bexnTrfo?si=cr3YdYyMsICtXA6_
          	
          	It's beautiful and tragic how time keeps flowing by, yesterday want so bad turned half an year old and tomorrow ember would turn an entire year old (from my first publish). It's a pity really that it's still ongoing and as apologetic as I am, I hope you enjoy the edit a bit as whatever form of compensation you'd be ready to accept, haha! If you still wait for ember and hold onto it, thank you so much! If you ever miss updates but wish to talk about it, please drop a message anytime! To discuss the book - the chapters already published or any future predictions - or to just have small talk for a while, I'm down for anything!
          	
          	I've lately suffered from lack of motivation and time to get back to ember and honestly, the prospect of not being able to finish that story scares me and has for a while. But I'm still hanging onto the bleak hopes of it ending one day, so I hope you hang onto it as well. Whenever somebody talks to me about ember it motivates me so soo much to get back to writing it and reaching the end I so desire, so please don't ever shy away from dropping a message or discussing it if you feel like it. Your sweet words have always been my inspiration and help me overcome my challenges so much. After all if you miss ember, believe me, I miss it so much more. ):
          	
          	I'm still not giving up though, so to anybody who wants to know, I haven't abandoned ember yet and I hope to come back with an update soon! In the meantime, please take care of yourself and those around you, I hope this finds you all well! (: ❤️

btsachu

@squishyhanji I randomly saw your book, and started reading it today. IT'S SO WELL WRITTEN!! Also the video is so cute, you captured their moments with the song really well.
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NotSoAddractiveStay

@squishyhanji the edit completely ABSORBED me into it lol :)) It's the perfect compilation of their most adorable moment and I LOVE it !! 
          	  
          	  And don't worry about ember, take your own time !! The fact that you haven't given up is in itself something to be proud about !! Trust me, everyone has trouble finding motivation, so don't beat yourself up about it !! Just take it a little bit at a time. Once you finally get the push to sit down with it, I'm sure you'll find yourself to be more productive than expected !! But down force yourself, let it come on it's own. No matter how long you take, I'll be sure to look forward to your update !! 
          	  
          	  Lots of love <33
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HEHEJKHANJISUNG

Hey, do you know me ? The one who you said I should read your perfect book ember nvm. Your book is so good i love them. And i ask that you pls make another part. Take your time. Also I publish a book. And i thought you will read it if you want to. I need some feedback:) Good night <3

squishyhanji

Tried a Want so BAD edit to celebrate 6 months of that beauty! If you've got a few minutes, please check it out and consider dropping likes and comments! ❤️
          
          Link: https://youtu.be/6c3bexnTrfo?si=cr3YdYyMsICtXA6_
          
          It's beautiful and tragic how time keeps flowing by, yesterday want so bad turned half an year old and tomorrow ember would turn an entire year old (from my first publish). It's a pity really that it's still ongoing and as apologetic as I am, I hope you enjoy the edit a bit as whatever form of compensation you'd be ready to accept, haha! If you still wait for ember and hold onto it, thank you so much! If you ever miss updates but wish to talk about it, please drop a message anytime! To discuss the book - the chapters already published or any future predictions - or to just have small talk for a while, I'm down for anything!
          
          I've lately suffered from lack of motivation and time to get back to ember and honestly, the prospect of not being able to finish that story scares me and has for a while. But I'm still hanging onto the bleak hopes of it ending one day, so I hope you hang onto it as well. Whenever somebody talks to me about ember it motivates me so soo much to get back to writing it and reaching the end I so desire, so please don't ever shy away from dropping a message or discussing it if you feel like it. Your sweet words have always been my inspiration and help me overcome my challenges so much. After all if you miss ember, believe me, I miss it so much more. ):
          
          I'm still not giving up though, so to anybody who wants to know, I haven't abandoned ember yet and I hope to come back with an update soon! In the meantime, please take care of yourself and those around you, I hope this finds you all well! (: ❤️

btsachu

@squishyhanji I randomly saw your book, and started reading it today. IT'S SO WELL WRITTEN!! Also the video is so cute, you captured their moments with the song really well.
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NotSoAddractiveStay

@squishyhanji the edit completely ABSORBED me into it lol :)) It's the perfect compilation of their most adorable moment and I LOVE it !! 
            
            And don't worry about ember, take your own time !! The fact that you haven't given up is in itself something to be proud about !! Trust me, everyone has trouble finding motivation, so don't beat yourself up about it !! Just take it a little bit at a time. Once you finally get the push to sit down with it, I'm sure you'll find yourself to be more productive than expected !! But down force yourself, let it come on it's own. No matter how long you take, I'll be sure to look forward to your update !! 
            
            Lots of love <33
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ccute_lixie

OMG I REALLY LOVE AMBER!!
          and not being rude orn anything when will you update, it's okay take your time I'm not pushing you just know that I really love your writing style, keep it up you are an amazing author 

ccute_lixie

@ccute_lixie oomg thank you so much for replying you are saurrr sweet and I get it everyone go through that phase so it's okay make sure you stay happy and healthy and take your time I'm not going anywhere I would love to wait for you and means while I'm rereading it and I'm happy that I was able to do that for you 
            
            And yes I would love to get notified and yes I will tag along till the very end 
            
            You are doing an amazing job and I'm really proud of you, lots of love 
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squishyhanji

@ccute_lixie 
            
            Hello! Thank you so much for taking out some time to let me know! I'm glad you enjoyed it! (: 
            
            Honestly, I saw your message early on but my guilt was keeping me from reverting back. I haven't been able to work on ember and I'm getting more and more apprehensive that I might not be able to complete it. I've been going through a phase of feeling like I'm never able to complete things I start on my own accord and it's not pleasant. ):
            
            But your message on my board came across as such a sweet relief from that feeling even though I still have a long way to go before I completely eradicate it. So genuinely, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with me, they made me feel better in a time when I needed it. 
            
            I still plan on finishing ember because it's too close to my heart to leave it just like that but I can't guarantee when. If you wish, I'll notify you when it updates in case you miss it. Hopefully you can hold on to this ride till we reach the very end. 
            
            Thank you again for your sweet message! ❤️
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ChanHasABigAss

Hi! i dont want to rush you, but are you updating ember anymore?

ChanHasABigAss

Thats okay! Take your time! if it wont be too much trouble could you text me? thanks so much and i look forward to new chapters!!!!:)))
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squishyhanji

@ChanHasABigAss 
            
            Hello! Well I'd like to believe, yes I am. Am I currently writing for it? No. Do I plan on finishing the book though? Yes. I have a mix of stuff going on right now which keeps me from devoting my time to writing but I've mentioned this before too that I do not intend on leaving ember unfinished. I do have my phases of not feeling too confident about that resolution because of the developments in my life but I don't want to give up yet. Let's see where this takes me, hopefully it is someplace nice! (:
            
            Btw I'm just curious, have you read ember? Or are you looking to read it in the future? Because if it's the latter, I could probably ping you whenever ember is complete so that you don't have to wait. 
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squishyhanji

this message may be offensive
Imagine if one of the 2 kids show episodes is Minho and Jisung singing Want So Bad. 
          
          Yeah, don't bother contacting me then because I'll be long gone, dead and dusted, lying on my deathbed with a smile on my face. 
          
          And if that doesn't happen, you're NEVER hearing from me again because then I'll be gone like I've never gone before and I'm absolutely depressed for the remainder of this year because I HAVE BEEN MANIFESTING ANOTHER MINSUNG 2KR FOR AN ETERNITIY NOW!! 
          
          Ever since they announced the 2 kids show in Step Out 2023, I've been waiting very very veryyyy patiently for it all this time. I literally could not focus on anything else after I saw it. SKZFLIX? Collaborations? Albums? Yeah, nice, but it doesn't fucking matter, THERE'S A 2 KIDS SHOW AGAIN!!! I'm sorry but 2kr is one of the best SKZ content aside from their discography. And I've been feeding off of the past Minsung 2krs for too long now, I NEED A NEW ONE. NO IT'S A PHYSICAL NEED YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!! 
          
          And do you realise that their current format of the 2kr goes soooo well with Minsung because we've already seen how much they both love karaoke. I mean, just imagine them singing all their favourite songs together and if it's want so bad and they're looking at each other and just having fun, and being silly and goofy and flirty- AHAHAAHHAHAHHHHHHAHAHHHH
          
          I WILL DECEASE BUT I REALLY WANT THIS DEATH SO BADDDDDD, GOD PLEASE!! MINSUNG 2KS PLEASE!! MINSUNG 2KS WSB PLEASEEE!! I'M ON MY KNEES HERE!!!!! T-T
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ...and even if they don't do it, idc. I'm writing one for myself and assuming that is what really happened. (: 
          
          So yeah, just a small notice of my whereabouts for the next month or so. I sincerely hope you meet a happy ghost next time. (⁠ʘ⁠ᴗ⁠ʘ⁠✿⁠)

nothingcanstopme_

Your dreams come true ~~
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Guyanese03

I just wanted to say that I really love your story Ember! Like you seriously got a way with words and descriptions!! ❤️

Guyanese03

@squishyhanji oh hun you got me as a dedicated reader for life now!!! It’s to good to drop!! Can’t wait to read more in the future!! ❤️
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squishyhanji

@Guyanese03 
            
            Aww, thank you so much for reading ember and I'm glad you liked it! (:
            
            I know everybody's busy and has got things to do, so to adjust a stranger's request into your schedule and take some time out of your life to try out ember is a really sweet gesture and I'm very grateful to you for that! Hopefully we can see it through till the end, whenever that happens! If not, I hope this small endeavour of mine made you smile even if for a moment! ^_^
            
            Thank you so much for your support and your lovely comments on the book! They genuinely made me happy. ❤️
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squishyhanji

Now playing 『 volcano 』-『 HAN 』 [3/5]
          
          Finally! The chapter that has been in the making ever since ember's conception is out! Imagine taking all that time for one chapter yet rushing it at the end because you don't have enough time. T-T 
          
          First things first, my apologies for the frequency of the updates. A lot goes on in life and the past few months have been crazy for me to say the least, but let's leave it at that, ayy? For anybody who wants to hear this, I promise to finish ember one day and even though I couldn't tell you when exactly, I will keep trying my very best to reach the destination I want us to witness some day. Hopefully that day, all of this would make sense and the journey would be worth it. (: 
          
          As tradition goes, here's my 'thank you!' for your unwavering patience with ember, I genuinely appreciate it so much. There have been a handful of instances in the past when people have mentioned ember to me in a variety of ways and it never fails to warm my heart. The fact that you talk to me about the story after months and keep it alive in your memories always touches me deeply. Thank you for being so kind and lovely! I really do derive so much strength and power from all your sweet remarks!
          
          So here's volcano! It sucked the life out of me with how it made me rethink each and every line, but I really hope it turns out alright and you enjoy reading it. Also, if possible, I'd recommend reading collision before proceeding with volcano as this is the second half of the previous chapter. I'm sorry for this request, if you'd not want to re-read again you can drop a message and I'll try to recap it for you in brief.
          
          Thank you so much for making it here with me! ♡

swiftie4eva_13

@squishyhanji i couldn't comment earlier but this has to be my most favourite chapter yet. it's just so perfect in all kinds of ways i'll never shutup abt how incredibly minho's character is written and how the storyline goes so well and all the references and the entire last segment and basically the entire chapter i love it so so so so so so so so much i can't even begin to put into words how perfect this chapter is ik i'm repeating myself but like JDLSJFODFIJFOIJWEOIJF HOW DO YOU DO THIS 
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Lee_knowiscute321

omg thank u sm for replying and its okay that u don't want to spoil it but either way I will still enjoy the book I can tell you've put a lot of work into it ❤️
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squishyhanji

@Lee_knowiscute321 
            
            Heyy! First of all, thank you so much for reading! I'm glad you enjoyed it. ^_^
            
            Second, I could tell you how I want it to end but I still need to decide how to execute it, and honestly, I don't want to spoil it for you. Though I understand where you're coming from, so I'll try to answer as cryptically as I can lol! 
            
            No matter how it ends, I'm going to try my best to make it satisfying to read. And hopefully(?) not wrench your hearts(too much) because I gather that has already happened quite a few times so far. :')
            
            However, as we only have two more chapters before we head to the epilogue, I guess you'll find out your answer soon enough. Hopefully, you can bear with me until then, haha! ❤️
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Lee_knowiscute321

I LOVE YOU BOOK SO MUCH

squishyhanji

@Lee_knowiscute321 
            
            Thank you so much for taking the time out to send me this message because it really made me happy. T-T ♡
            
            I'm also really grateful that you were able to try the book out, and I'm glad you liked it. Hopefully, there'll be an update reallyyy soon! ❤️
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y3j1ismyw1f3

Bro your book is the best

y3j1ismyw1f3

@squishyhanji yww I hope u have a spectacular day ahead, love u <3
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squishyhanji

@yvnj1nismyw1f3 
            
            Thank you so much for being so kind and sweet! This was a beautiful notification to receive! (':
            
            I hope you've been well and are taking good care of yourself. I have started writing again so hopefully there will be an update soon! Thank you for your support and patience all this time, really means a lot to me. ❤️
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