splover101d

i love music &singing, dancing, writing even though im not the best at the punctuation &grammar of it all. I know I don't post anymore. I don't feel im good enough 4 my stories 2b read. I have many written & I know the story/plot lines r good but many will find it cringy &not read them simply due 2 my grammar &punctuation. Sue me im dyslexic &my schooling has been 4 the most part self taught. I have I think 7 jimin/BTS fluff stories maybe more i lost count. just waiting 2b read . maybe 1 of these days ill post 1 but only after a great deal of consideration &mayb support. If only I had some1 that was willing 2 sit threw &fix all my errors &change my name to xreader for me. since these stories are dreams ive had &was Mearly A way 2 get them out of my head. Even though they r no where near the countless Dreams ive had with them. if I did that id always start stories everyday &they would only have 1 chpt. now some might think that having dreams about your bias &the boys almost every night might b great but their wrong. it was nice when it started &a little confusing/weird but only if u knew the story of y (might explain later idk). But as much as I love the boys &my dear sweet jimin its become a form of toucher 4 me. Don't get me wrong I love them with all of my being but that's the problem. Loving some1/1s so much but never being able to fully express it (not in a weird way either) starts to hurt after a while. its like being in a glass box &the puppy u love so dearly cus hes yours but never once being able to pet his sweet soft fur or hold him because he is in another glass box 10ft away &neither of u can get 2 1 another with the rest of the family. but u, u r all by yourself . Desperately plastered to the glass in hopes that 1day some1 would throw a rock setting u both free. Which if it happened & we both embraced eachother id hold on for dear life never 2 let go. some might take that the wrong way but I promise u my intentions r as pure as a wee pup.