spesak

hello?

Hey… it’s been like what… 3…4 months- sorry for not posting… have a sad chapter i wrote in like half an hour I guess… maybe I’ll write some more on my break tomorrow at work
          
          Real talk: ya it’s summer more free time! But I actually work a full time job in the summers meaning I start at 6:30 am and get off at 5:30 pm so I’m kinda tired after work and haven’t really been wanting to write for a while but SOME OF YALL (/j) have still been voting and loving on these books so I wanted to write some for y’all so you get a short chapter to keep y’all sane. Okie I have work in like 5 hours good night. 

Just gonna clarify, I will be continuing to write the pawprints books!! I’m not stopping because I’m not in the fandom, I still enjoy the content I’ve just moved onto some other things and honestly the fandom started going downhill and I do not wish to be that involved anymore. 
          
          will I finish the SMP timeline? Probably not, I am planning a smooth ending but for now I do not know where in the timeline that will be, maybe soon but I would like to get through the prison ark because that’s kinda the last big thing that happened in the smp while it was in its prime so I’d like to finish the big stuff
          
          Will I go back to posting bi-weekly? Heavens no, my lifestyle doesn’t do well with updating that frequently so I will continue to attempt to get as many updates as possible for now! 

there's a new chapter coming out soon besties! my life is starting to settle down I think... key words: 'starting' and 'I think'... im fully prepared for another spiral down but for now I am following councilors advice and protecting my peace and climbing up the stairs again. but I wanted to write some stuff so Im working on a new chapter! Thank you all for being so patient with me!

I know… I haven’t updated in a while bunch of shits been happening BUT I’m now in therapy and working on getting meds for my anxiety so we’re fixing things!!! And I’m gonna try and get a new chapter out soon I promise!! 

I UPDATED GUYS!!! 3 UPDATES WITHIN LIKE 3 WEEKS IM ON A ROLE

A convo that happened in my car today:
          *hits a pothole and baby Donnie sculpture falls into floorboard*
          Me: FUCK DONNIE
          Friend: NO HES A MINOR
          Me: FUUUCCKKK 
          
          well ya… the baby Donnie protects my car… but now he’s missing half a foot so I gotta find it 

Hehehehehehehehe I updated again within the same week

NEW CHAPTER OUT!! 
          No joke tho I literally just finished writing that… didn’t even proof read it or anything I just wanted to get it out so y’all didn’t have to wait any longer so sorry bout any mistakes in it! 

Well… I try and separate my tiktok and fanfics but I need to rant real quick
          
          My account just got banned, I’ve been working on this account for years(since like 2017-18) I never post anything that might be bad. Today while scrolling mindlessly as I do I was interrupted with a notification saying my account was banned, no warning, no chance to appeal, just banned. Just got out of my initial panic attack and emailed costumer support but I don’t have high hopes. 
          
          Yes I can rebuild but it’s taken me years to get stuck at 25.9k followers, I lost all my drafts and currently don’t have my best cosplays since they are all in my dorm room and I am on break so I can’t re build those drafts. This whole situation just fucking sucks and I really hope it was just a stupid mistake.