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im so done

i think iiiiiiiii have a crush???????? i think im in deep??????????

my account so dead it makes me sad
          
          
          i need to talk to someone about this guy because….just because

ive been running for so long
          all that’s left is skin and bones
          close my eyes, fight to carry on
          sometimes it makes no sense at all
          if i stumble, will i fall?
          if i fall, i’ll tuck and roll
          close my wyes and let the love light guid me home

im tired

so silly how i always come back here when im in a living hell lmao

i love u i miss u

holy shit its been a while 

omg I miss uuuu

i want a platonic lover please 
          
          like i wouldn’t date you but if you asked me i would say yes because you’re so lovely, but for now you just aren’t mine and we’re both okay with that
          
          lets go on a date and have a picnic in the grass and slow dance to our favorite songs and then laugh about it after because we would never ACTUALLY but i love that i can do it with you and have fun with it 
          
          and then we still have room for someone else if we find them but until then we’re content with this because i love you [platonically] 
          
          now accepting platonic lover applications please and thank you ;)