I really miss him. I still remember how I received the news and how my whole world started to crumble down. I have cried so much. For him, for the members, for sua and his mom and dad, his 98 line friends especially Seungkwan. I hope he's okay. I hope everyone is okay. I really want all of them to have the greatest life ahead.
They truly are the best people in the world. My home. I hope they stay together as a family for a long time. I hope I can see Minhyuk soon with them. And I am sure Binnie will be with them as the moon bracelet or as dandelion seed. I know he's watching over us in his pretty little house with lots of cat on the moon. I know he's smiling at us whenever we look up at the sky and say hello to him. I know hes listening to us rant to the moon. I know he's there. I know he's happy.
But knowing he won't be in another Ddoca or Astro play breaks my heart sometimes. Knowing I can't listen to his voice anymore breaks me. But I'll be fine. As long as I have other rohas with me, as long as I see members smile I'll be fine for him. I'll remember you for a long time Binaa. This is not an empty promise. I truly will remember you for being the best human being. Thank you for saying warm words when Arohas felt sad. Thank you for making weird faces. Thank you for being everything ❤️