ridinginbluejeeps

Hey guys and merry Christmas Eve.
          	
          	I know I’ve been gone for a long time. I’ve been through a lot recently and my mental health got really bad. But I’m getting better. Maybe I’ll explain it all someday. 
          	
          	School has also been tough but I’m about to go on my externship which will be a full time position.
          	
          	I was planning on getting back to writing, I just didn’t know when because I’m still going through a lot. But as a few of you noticed Baby Doll is now gone. 
          	
          	I didn’t delete it or take it down for editing. Wattpad deleted it.
          	
          	And that’s kind of my final straw with this app. 
          	
          	I’m not going to say I won’t change my mind in the future, but right now I don’t want to write on here anymore.
          	
          	My plans are to edit my completed stories and put them on Amazon. And then eventually finish my uncompleted ones. 
          	
          	I know you guys aren’t going to like that, but at this point, I can’t keep putting myself through all the stuff that’s happened with wattpad over the time I’ve been writing on here.
          	
          	Like I said, I can’t say I won’t change my mind, but that’s how I feel right now.
          	
          	I’m not deleting my account or anything, so you can still read the stories I have up, but I don’t think I’ll be back for a long time.
          	
          	I’m sorry. I know a lot of you will be disappointed. But after BD being taken down I just can’t deal with this anymore.
          	
          	You can follow me on Instagram (itsbluejeeps) if you guys want to keep up with me.
          	
          	I love you guys and will forever be grateful for the support you’ve shown me over the last couple years.
          	
          	You haven’t seen the last of me. I promise.
          	
          	But for now, I’m saying goodbye.
          	
          	—Blue

Blue_Medds

@ridinginbluejeeps it's almost been what- 4-5 years since your last post on this account? I hope whatever you're doing, and wherever you are. You're Happy, and healthier then ever. I hope this app is one of the last things you worry about now as you continue to grow your writing. We still love you, and we miss you.
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Mittens_6412

@ridinginbluejeeps we all miss ya, hell i just found out about this like 2 seconds ago, but, we’ll all be waiting, so take your time.
          	  
          	  Nikolai’s Tip of the day: “is it cloudy in your mind? Just take your time! It’s gonna be okay!”
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PinkSmoke420

@ridinginbluejeeps We miss you <3 Just hope you're doing okay :,)
          	   Sending love <3 <3 <3
          	  
          	  - Trash
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mela_thv

Hello, I apologize for writing here without the author’s permission, but there is a novel that I have been searching for for a while. It is a translated novel. I was searching for the original version and was unable to find it. Its story is Rafael Ferrara, Kim Taehyung’s boss, asking him to go with him to Italy to attend the wedding of one of his relatives. It was a flight. He is being attacked and attempted to assassinate, so he asked Taehyung to take on the role of his lover, Nate. Ferrara has a half-brother, Jungkook Costialo. Jungkook was born as a result of his mother being raped by her husband’s enemies. His mother committed suicide while his stepfather raised him for him. 
          
          
          I will tell you a scene that you may know the story from. On the day of the wedding, Taehyung was late in waking up and Ferrara went and left him. When he woke up, he put on his clothes in a hurry, and when he left, he found that Jungkook was also late in going because one of his car’s tires had been punctured and he had to repair it. The important thing is that they were on their way to a place. The wedding was surrounded by cars, and there was a clash and gunfire, and then they lost consciousness. When Taehyung woke up, he found that they were in a basement. There, Jungkook was taken to be tortured many times, and the feelings of love between them had grown while they were there in the basement.
          
          
          I hope someone can identify her, as she was a family evader from the Italian mafia 

Damage_Mind06

For any of you guys who are wondering when BlueJeeps wrote her last message on here, it was September 25th, 2019. I just kept scrolling till I found it because I saw a bunch of people saying that she left one. Oh and does anybody know what happened to her Instagram? I tried to look at that and see if maybe the message was on there, but it seems everything on there has disappeared or something.
          
          Also all the love to BlueJeeps and I hope you’re doing very well now with school, your bf, your depression, just everything really. 

Kissamielinen

I don't know what happened, why the abandoned works are not continuing.  I don't know if you read what we write here.  
          Nevertheless, I'll write it down: I liked and like everything I've read so far from your works.  It's true, I mean it very seriously, even though I'm not gay (let's start with the fact that I'm not a guy), I'm not a submissive type, nor a dominant type, and I generally don't like violence, although sometimes it's good to go wild :-).  Okay, when you write about mental illness it's absolutely livable for me.  
          But!  You write in such a way that it feels good to read your story, in addition to the listed things, in spite of them or because of them, I don't know, and I understand the characters who are different from me in so many ways.  Rarely does the reader come across a truly good and original story, where the writer approaches a very sensitive subject with awe-inspiring sensitivity.  I'm lucky, because here on Wattpad I've met such writers who captivate the reader, even though I've only been here for a very short time.  You are one of them. 
          I do not know you.  I do not know who you are.  I don't know why you don't speak, as I read, it's been a long time.  I hope, with all my heart and soul, that you are alive, I hope that you are well, I hope that you are happy.  Wherever you are, whatever happens to you, I hope you know that there are people who miss you.  I wish you all the best and I hope you come back here one day.  I would be happy.

Damage_Mind06

That was so beautiful I literally started tearing up! I hope for all the same things that you wrote down and I appreciate the author for who she is, but I don’t know if I could’ve written it as well as you have. You took all my jumbled mess of thoughts and put them on paper. So thank you, love! ♥️ 
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RobynBullows5

Can u re upload babydoll plss :) 

IsaVixen

@RobynBullows5 if you look further down someone uploaded it to AO3 since it got taken down and isn't up anywhere else 
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