samtheo

I kid you not when I say that I was so very happy that I almost cried when I found the pdf for the book I have been searching all over.
          There was this book 'Wild' bye Kristen Hannah and I was really impressed by the synopsis.
          I searched it in various second book stores and searched in google a dozen of times.
          I went to the point where I hinted my friends that I wanted that book for my birthday but they didn't take a hint. 
          And today, finally found it.
          Some beautiful person in the pinterest commented that 'Wild' was previously named 'Magic Hour'.
          And *sniff* I found it!!!
          I found ittt
          Thank you, dear beautiful commenter.
          
          -samtheo

Hi, how are you?

I think I am such a "use and throw" material.
          Damn it. So pathetic.
          
          -samtheo

I move myself way back than you guys do.
          If you move one cm far, I will move far more than an inch.
          Maybe that is why I don't have close friends. I try to understand them and hope them to understand me as well.
          I know this is my lack of ability so I don't want to blame anyone but myself.
          
          -samtheo

Today is 14th Feb
          And today my bench mate was absent so in one class, teacher had told my crush to sit at front.
          After a minute of deciding and here and there he Sat beside me!
          But I was at the very end and he was also at very end huhu
          It was awkward.
          I couldn't even look at him.
          
          -samtheo

I deleted wattpad, forgetting that thia is not just for the stories but for my experiences in the conversation section.
          I don't like journaling, I rather write down small notes to remember sometimes
          
          -samtheo

Blue thread gone huhu. But I got this red×black thread now.
          I started talking to him again just because one of my friend encouraged me a little.
          Loo I don't know, I am embarrassed because I think I am so embarrassing while talking.
          
          -samtheo

I had this blue thread for like 4 years?
          First I put it on my hand and now wear it on my feet.
          So it has been so loose, weathered, tied many times because it came loose. But it still has this vibrant blue color that I fancy soo much.
          But now it is weathering and tadaaa
          Yesterday my mother's friends had last 2 threads remaining. And she brought me oneee
          Like is it destiny?
          Huhu. Thank You
          
          -samtheo

It is said that period cramps can be relieved by exercise.
          But I realized that it is not really about just physical power, during period willpower hits so low, you feel so light headed that you just cannot even stand up for long sometimes.
          
          So the proofs and theories only look good in papers, in practicals please lets consider feelings, yeah? 
          
          -samtheo

Whenever I see some very interesting or very attractive thing, I gag. Like terrifyingly attractive things make me want to vomit, a gag.
          I dont know why tho.
          Its not like I am disgusted, just incredibly enchanted.
          
          -samtheo