pkaterlna

i just lost my nan early hours this morning (3:35) so please forgive me if i decide to vanish for a few days. much love to you all.

pkaterlna

it's crazy how there is people out there who romanticize both helaena and aegon. like- no! there is nothing romantic about them. there is nothing "cute" about them. there is NOTHING "wholesome" about them.
          
          AND IT IS THE SAME WITH RHAENYRA AND DAEMON!! and i'm not referring to the incest between both married couples, i'm referring to their relationship itself and the men in both relationships.
          
          i may be writing a fanfic where daemon targ is the love interest, and i may not include just WHO this man is and what he had/has done, but I DO NOT romanticize his and visenya's relationship. because if i do, that's technically just me saying that "you should just love your abuser and ignore all the neglect, wrongs, abuse and such. because you love him/her." and in no way in hell am i ever going to say let alone think or proclaim anything like that. like.. wtf?!
          
          people who love aegon + helaena & rhaenyra + daemon are brain dead and so sick in the head.
          
          "daemon and rhaenyra are my romam empire" or "helaena and aegon are my roman empire" those comments on edits and fanfic's and such are so sickening. i do not share any mutual feelings with any of y'all who ship and adore them. it's f!cking disgusting, right??

pkaterlna

currently stuck on ch. 25 for "the clash of swords" i have rewritten it twice, and yeah.. i'm at a loss rn. 
          
          i really think that i'm not going to focus on my hotd fic when june comes, because no matter how hard i try to avoid what is obviously true and evident, both TEAM BLACK AND TEAM GREEN fans are beyond toxic. i know that every character as well as the actors and actresses who play/and will play them, is going to get a great deal of hate and backlash, and i just don't want to be there for it.
          
          anyways, i will HATE the writers even more if they do end up having nyra play a hand in 'b&c' because what the hell? justice for both her and helaena idc.

pkaterlna

i don't know why i'm only realizing it rn, but WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME THAT I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES ON CHAPTER ONE FOR "THE RED ECLIPSE" lmaoo. ( that is why i should never edit and update my fics when it's midnight or early hours in the morning, because i NEVER notice the obvious mistakes ) i will just fix that like tomorrow or somethin ^_^

---D0LL

@pkaterlna the way I didn't even realise there were mistakes 
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pkaterlna

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY COMMENTS AND MESSAGES!! :)) my birthday was rather lame, but to come back and see several of you wishing me a happy birthday, has only made my night <33

---D0LL

oh my god HAPPY LATE LATE BIRTHDAY 
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