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four months with my man.
          so much has happened in these four months.
          - i got my old job back
          - i started successfully losing weight
          - my mental health has been improving
          - my relationship with god has gotten stronger 
          - i’ve gotten closer to my stepsiblings
          - i have two concerts coming up less than a month apart
          - i moved out !!!!!!! (this was a shitshow though.)
          - i’ve caught up on my car payments 
          - currently looking for an apartment to move in with my man
          - i’ve gotten closer with my man’s family
          - i’ve been happier than ever
          
          and sooo much more than i can’t even remember right now. but i would not change a single thing. i’m so happy to be in the sweetest and healthiest relationship ever. and i can’t wait to see what else life has in store for me, my man, and for the both of us.
          
          i’m so in love. i’m so happy. <3

not me, tempted and inspired to write an original book about me and my boyfriend based off the plot of ‘forever my girl’. aaaa. <3

my boyfriend is turning 21 in august! (i know, such a long way to go.) but i’m gonna surprise him by decorating his room while he’s at work and gift him 21 gifts. what are some suggestions y’all can think of? <3
          
          also, how do people get their faves to reply to their dms on twitter?! i’ve been trying to get koe wetzel to answer me for a customized birthday video for my boyfriend, but i feel so hopeless in him responding. i’m so .. grrr. :(

I FORGOT TO TELL Y’ALL!
          
          i have a boyfriend now, aaa! :,) <3
          one month today. i am so in love.

not me, watching the justin bieber never say never and believe movies. i’ve fallen back into my belieber hole. whoa.

WHAT ARE YOU MOST EXCITED FOR?
          
          — STRINGS, peso pluma.
          — MANEATER, stranger things.
          — SIX FEET, scream vi.
          — STAY CALM, five nights at freddy’s apply.
          — BEST PART, original apply.
          — PARALYZED, thirteen reasons why.
          — IN MY VEINS, rodrick heffley.
          — TOXIC, the vampire diaries.
          — BELIEVER, cobra kai.
          — DISTRACTION, dak zevon (big time rush show).
          — A THOUSAND YEARS, my babysitter’s a vampire.
          — SO SCREWED, james maslow.
          — GLIMPSE OF US, logan henderson.

HIII

WHAT IF
          OKAY WHAT IF
          I DID AN APPLY FIC FOR FNAF
          WOULD ANYONE APPLY FOR IT

not sure if i want to focus on writing for my peso pluma fic, my stranger things fic, my twilight fic, or my diary of a wimpy kid fic. sooooo many options.

take me back to when we first met.