panicblack_vampire

Beautiful People!
          	I got a lil question for y'all!
          	My bestie just asked me why I don't release my poems online
          	So what y'all think about that?
          	Should I do a poem book?
          	Please answer❤️
          	Hasta La Vista, Darlings
          	-Onyx

panicblack_vampire

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Hello Beautiful People
          I have an announcement to make, and I really don't like that...
          However, here goes nothing.
          Everyone noticed, that my updates have become more rare and irregular...
          And I apologize for it from the bottom of my heart.
          I've been struggling in school this whole year and now I cannot get around it without working more than I already do.
          The upcoming 4 months will be quite stressful for me and everyone around me, I will probably not have any time to write...
          
          So, my story is on hold until further notice.
          
          I'm so fucking sorry...
          All the love and a great time
          
          Hasta La (hopefully soon) Vista, Darlings 
          
          -O

panicblack_vampire

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Hey people!
          I'm sorry for not posting regularly recently....
          School is once again fucking my life and adding up to that I recently changed classes....
          The upcoming time I hope that I can keep up better with my writing...
          Love you people!
          Hasta La Vista, Darlings
          -M

panicblack_vampire

HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!
          
          2020 finally yeeted itself out the window
          
          I wish all of you a wonderful start into the year
          
          Stay safe, stay gay and stay healthy!
          
          Hasta La Vista into the new year!
          -M
          
          
          
          (I know it's already new year for some of you, it's just midnight in my time zone ) 

panicblack_vampire

Merry Christmas to all of you!!
          Have a wonderful evening and a peaceful time!
          To all of you who don't celebrate Christmas:
          I wish you a perfect ending to this year
          
          Sending hugs to everyone and stay safe
          
          PS: Happy freaking birthday Louis Tomlinson, thank you for getting me through that year a bit easier
          
          I'll see you on Sunday
          
          Hasta La Vista, Darlings
          -M

panicblack_vampire

Merry Christmas to all of you!!
          Have a wonderful evening and a peaceful time!
          To all of you who don't celebrate Christmas:
          I wish you a perfect ending to this year
          
          Sending hugs to everyone and stay safe
          
          PS: Happy freaking birthday Louis Tomlinson, thank you for getting me through that year a bit easier
          
          I'll see you on Sunday
          
          Hasta La Vista, Darlings
          -M

panicblack_vampire

!DARLINGS!
          My Louis Tomlinson merch just arrived!
          
          AHHHHHH I'm so freaking excited! 
          I live in this hoodie now.
          
          Yeah..
          Thats pretty much all I have to say today
          Well.. One thing I got to say:
          
          You know what's the best thing?? 
          I have tickets for Louis' Live Concert! 
          And now I can watch it in this hoodie
          
          *dies*
          
          2020 just got so much better. 
          
          Thank you for your time and
          Hasta La Vista, Darlings 
          -M

panicblack_vampire

Okay, this is going to be a rather sad, deep first message I write on here.. I'm sorry in advance.. Times are hard atm.
          
          
          
          I need a concert right now. I need a concert to make me realize that there's still beauty in this world, that there are still people to look up to, that there is still happiness to feel. 
          I just want to feel that kick when the lights go down and the singer/artist comes on stage, I wanna feel the freedom when you scream the lyrics to your favorite song, I wanna feel the acceptance when you dance with random people, drunk on feelings and smiling like an idiot. I wanna feel like a family when you literally cry on a strangers shoulder to a sad song, holding a light into the air and thinking about everything, but still having happy tears run down your face.
          
          I need this right now. I need this to realize how much life is worth. I need it to realize that I am alive. 

panicblack_vampire

@larryisreal1837 nah, never hurt anyone xxx
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Isybaby7

@notfxxxtogive we'll get through this together. Just have to take it,one step at a time. No rush. And also you're welcome. Absolutely meant what I said:))). Yepp and do not let that spark go out because there is someone out there who values you soo soo much but you just don't know it. I'm good. Well as good as you can be with all this surge in corona cases. Anyway, GOD LOVES YOU <3 <3<3;)))
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panicblack_vampire

@larryisreal1837 Thank you <3 i wish, yeah.. Maybe I can go to an online concert sometime.. Let's see wha the future holds.. <3
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