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rams pagod na ko

sana, in God's will... mapursue ko nursing. kasi kung hindi yun, ano pa ba?

pagod and stressed lol

sinisisi kahit hindi dapat

mahal parin kita e. pero inilalayo kita

napaka gulo

and just hug him

i want to kiss him 

My love, wala nang iba kundi ikaw ang nais kong makasama ngayon at kailanman... Hindi ko alam kung anong patutunguhan nito at kung magkaron man ng pagkakataong paghiwalayin tayo ng tadhana sa ayaw at sa gusto man natin, gusto kong malaman mong ikaw at ikaw and ikokonsidera kong first true love ko. Oo ikaw lang pero syempre wag naman lumaki ulo mo. Hahahaha okay? Di, jk lang. Alam mo naman kung gaano kita kamahal at hindi natin nakakaligtaang ipaalala sa isa't isa to.
            
            At yan ang gusto ko sayo, consistency. Kasi no matter how long it has been, you remaind consistent w your actions and your goals in life. Just focus sa goal, okay baby? I will always be the supportive and proud girl who will cheer for ur every achievement.
            
            This was rather long but my love for u is not even an ounce or inch of this letter. It's rather insurmountable. 
            
            love loveee? always remember that my feelings and love for you will remain no matter how boring, mundane, or difficult 
            life is to us.
            
            I love you, Ramon. I am all yours and I am very proud to have the privelege to say that you are only mine too. Hehe. God that feels so good.... To kniw that you are mine and I am yours.
            
            I love you my pogi man Ramon. 
            
            Forever and a day! ❤️‍
            
            
            
            

I remember the day of when we had our first kiss. When you hatid me, you gave your jibbits to that kid. I was in literal awe that time. It doesn't seem appropriate to open it up because it might end up in mocking-teasing and it was so precious to even speak about it badly. 
            
            But one thing I remember for sure is that after seeing that precious moment, I knew I fell harder in love with you. You have surpassed my standards in a man. Loving you, even if its risky for both of us is worth anything in the world.
            
            Urgh I feel sleepy talaga... ahahahaha....
            
            
            
            

You're the only one who's holding me down, baby. Ikaw lang talaga, kung hindi man ang tangi, ikaw parin ang pinaka malaking dahilan o rason ko para magpatuloy sa buhay. Love, I'm sleepy na hahahaha... I don't know... Something about the breeze made me think about you so strongly.... Missing you has always been part of my struggles amd honestly, I hope this isn't gonna be the reason that our relationship ends... Or whatever it is that we call this cause technically we are dating. Just not otfficially.
            
            Baby, I'm very proud of how far you have come! I am very proud for how independent you are and how much you are achieving in school and life. Literally... I feel so proud for how much you extend your efforts... I truly admire your genuineness and compassion towards others.