KTZA

all i ever do is make my friends worried, upset or mad.

even art is not enjoyable anymore. what the hell

i just wanna escape. so badly. why is it so tiring to do literally anything, even moving feels like a pain. i dont wanna do this anymore. i really don't.

me when my mom tells me im so tired all the time because i stay in bed all day as if i dont go outside my room at all or as if maybe i do have a reason why im staying in there in the first place

ME HWEN !!! NEW STORY ALERT might post it oce i get like these 12 ocs done and figure out the lore

me bored but then i remmeber i have a madness combat oc

if i disappeared would anyone really notice. theoretically of course.

i hate that people barely understand me when im trying to talk my emotions. either that or a spill too much.

IM IN THE PARADE IF YOUR COMING LOL

I don't know if this is normal but i tend to check my friend's other social media alot, not like EXTREMELY but its just a habit I've formed because most often than not i see more there than when I'm talking to them one on one,, but it just becomes a bit of a problem because i get anxious sometimes and just, check just in case. I don't know I have this fear that one day I might miss something important (EX: they're at their breaking point, need comfort) an they might disappear or hurt themselves.. I'd ask my friends about it but I don't want them thinking im some crazy obsessed person,, im just worried