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O F F I C I A L L Y     S H U T D O W N

ramestice

Heya Crown! Happy New Year ❤
          
          I'm in Tagaytay rn. I'm spending New Year here. I slept through the countdown, and woke up at 6 AM. I missed the fireworks ;-;
          
          But I hope you didn't! It would be a great way to start New Year by making a memorable experience, like watching the pretty fireworks up in the sky. Or spending it with loved ones, like family or friends. I hope you got to do either one! 
          
          Now is the start of a new year, a new opportunity to make more meaningful memories!! Stay safe, love ya sis! ^_^

ramestice

Oops, forgot the word *my -
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ramestice

@HEART_VALENTINE_123 "It's time to forget the mistakes of the past and start making mistakes of the future!" 
            
            That's gonna be motto for now on XD
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ramestice

Hey Crown! How have you been? I hope you’re doing okay. 
          
          Have a happy holiday!! Or just a happy day, if you don’t celebrate anything on December-

ramestice

@HEART_VALENTINE_123 It's fine, you did say that you're busy with school! .w.)
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n07h1n6

HEY CHILD!! SO SORRY FOR NOT SEEING THIS EARLIER ;v; I was on my other account
            Anyways, thanks!! Even if I don't celebrate and even if I read this waaay too late, I appreciate it. Same to you!
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ramestice

Hi. I know you won’t get this, since this account is already shutdown. But I just wanted to say all I couldn’t have said beforehand. 
          
          I’m sorry. I know this won’t fix anything, apologising when it’s already way too late. But I’m really sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you like you were for me. I’m sorry for being a liar, for saying I wouldn’t leave you like the rest, only for me to do so. I’m sorry I’m such a coward. I’m sorry for staying quiet, for silently watching everything happen but not doing anything to stop it because I was too scared. I’m sorry for being so selfish, for forcing you to slowly pick yourself back up just for me. I’m sorry for ignoring you all that time, for my stupid thoughts telling me I would just bother you.
          
          And I know you probably hate me. I know that wherever you are, you’re better off without me. You’re better off not being with a horrible person like me.
          
          I just wanted to say...you’re the greatest sister I could ever ask for. You can’t say the same for me, I know. You probably don’t consider me as one, after all I’ve done.
          
          If you do somehow see this, I know you’d probably think I’m going to do...all of that, again.
          
          But don’t worry, I won’t. I’m not letting you go through all that again. I just wanted to say all of this. After, I’ll leave you alone. I won’t bother you again, no matter how much I want to talk to you.
          
          Goodbye, sis.

ramestice

And it's fine. I understand that you won't always be here. I won't always be able to be here either. 
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ramestice

That's one of the things I'm worried about. What if there are tons of jerks in the school I'll go to? I don't think I could handle them...
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n07h1n6

I'm really sorry for leaving and I'm really sorry for making you worry. Of course there'll be times I won't be here (school and all that, especially at RegSci) , but you're growing now. You can handle yourself =) either way, I'm here
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n07h1n6

I'm sorry:
          -@TomorrowExists, the person I've loved all my life and will always love despite how I struggle to love myself
          -@n07h1n6, for doing this to you and destroying your life by constantly lingering at the back of your mind and telling you to leave her because I made you believe that no one needs you because your friend was getting more and more famous friends who share her interests. I'm sorry for making you feel jealous of her friends and making you hate yourself for being jealous and thus leaving when I told you to. I'm sorry for making you cry at night because I always told you you're not good enough and telling you that you're the most disgusting person ever, I'm sorry for telling to stop breathing to try to get you to kill yourself. I'm sorry for being you.
          -@ToxititySWITCH , for being the worst person to ever roam the earth. I'm sorry for leaving, I'm sorry for des tr yi g everything we've worked hard for. I'm sorry for being alive, I'm sorry for existing, I'm sorry for every breath I've taken and every time I blinked, I'm sorry for every letter I pronounced, I'm sorry for E V E R Y T H I N G .
          

n07h1n6

I'm sorry.
          Es tut mir Leid.
          Pasensya po.
          Je suis désolé.
          Mi dispiace.
          Gomen'nasai.
          
          
          Hanareru tame ni.
          Surēto o seisō shite yarinaoshi, atama no naka no sōon o shizukani shite mite kudasai.
          Sore o tamesu koto wa dekimasu ka?