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I'm embracing my inner peace with my overflowing self-love and acceptance. For I always, understood those people who been always wanting but never giving. But i thought myself, today, where to stop. For i knew, my own self-worth is important.
They're always seen smiling and laughing around but i choose to smile and think about that maybe not all of their smiles were the most genuine ones. I crave for their acceptance but today i will taught myself not to care or want anything else from them. And will not seek their opinions and languid stares. They are my passing stars in the darkness, be good or bad. I'll know my worth. My piece. My fair shares of secrets. A fourth of my weakness. And a cup of my insecurities. But i know i'll be better someday. But maybe not today? Tommorrow? Hmm.. maybe next few days? Weeks? Or maybe months? Or probably YEARS?
But, let just keep waiting. Maybe it's tiring but i know it will be worth it. To wait and prepare. I always been judged and that's okay. But letting it sink and grow in my inner self, wasn't okay. So go on, judge me , hate me. Because i know myself better than yours. Without your approvals, smiles and laugh, I will remember my worth and those people who uttered my name with kindness and love.
