miraculousladybug030

HAHA I'm still alive, just so busy

yourpermanentrecord

@miraculousladybug030 it been a year you still gonna update this?
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miraculousladybug030

I’m sorry guys I have no motivation to update Their Babe right now :///

m4d3liine

thats fine, looking forward to it! :D
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gab314

that’s fine, take your time !:)
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miraculousladybug030

Can someone tell me what the ‘Wattys’ is? Apparently ‘Their Closure’ is eligible for it lol.

HaydenPinchin

i’m not certain but i’m pretty sure it’s just like an award thingy an people vote of ur book or sum i think it’s just to get publicity 
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shimmerpuppylover

They do it every year 
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miraculousladybug030

i feel like i focus on other people’s eating problems so much and i encourage them to eat because it’s something that was never said to me. i know you guys are only interested in my writing but i truly wish that we can all get to know each other. 
          
          right now i want to speak about my eating disorder.
          
          i’m 15 years old and i’ve had my eating disorder since i was 10. my parents started fighting and i didn’t want to eat anymore. i never had an appetite. when i was 11 they split and i fell into depression. i was 12 when i started eating too much and that was another eating disorder. i felt ashamed and fat, and i was only 105lbs. by 13 i was 101lbs and i barely ate. i then started to binge eat and at 14 my weight scaled from 110-125lbs. i’m 15 right now and i’m back and forth. i don’t eat one day and i can’t stop eating the next. i’m ashamed to say it, but this is my breakthrough and i think i should.
          
          i am one hundred and nineteen pounds. half a pound overweight with a bmi of 23.2.
          
          i think that making this post was necessary. i need to heal but how can i heal if i’m keeping something in?
          
          i also want you guys to realize that we all have our struggles. we all have our battles. it shouldn’t be normalized, but it’s common. i made this post to share some vulnerability with you guys and i want you to realize that i am human just like you. i also want you to know that you can always speak to me, and i promise i will reply.
          
          when i say i love you, i truly mean it. i love every single one of you.