mac26041

Lick Cranny apple tacos bell sucking puke in a bucket and drink it because your so parched and spit it right back in your bucket and shove it up your jack rabbit

mac26041

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Hello to my imaginary readers.. First off i would just like to say how fucking awful you all are at being my friends... Second of all... I hate everything about 99.99% of people... So... Yeah... I guess i shouldve been smarter... I should have known to never let anyone in... Bc everyone does the most desperate things to avoid me... I mean... Quit pretending to like me so i can stop humiliating myself... Please... I've had enough... So Fuck you all... I just... Want my happiness back... Im so sick of pretending... I miss having a stable relationship with my boyfriend and friends who actually care... But i guess that's too much to ask for... So... Im done trying... Except for my boyfriend bc if important not good enough for him i want to at least have a chance to fix that... And for the friend who have messed up with me and lied to my face... FUCK YOU!!

mac26041

          If I sleep, I don't want to be woken... Ill wake when our dreams go to far... 
          Because sleep is the peace to my civil war... Its Me,Myself vs I... 
          Believe me when I say im finally ready to break...
          I need salvation
          I need motivation
          To keep living this death.sentence we call life... They say in order to truly live is to live like your dying...
          But why truly live when your inevitably dying...
          Life is a test
          To see if your trying...