— HIATUS

— i want to see my two best friends so desperately but i don’t think they want to see me as much as i do them. they’ve grown closer to other girls since i’ve moved away but that’s a good thing .. it’s just that i love and feel things so deeply that i don’t want that to come across as suffocating. i don’t want to tell them how much i miss them and just want to hang out them when i visit. i’m madly afraid of caring more than the other party lol.

— i’m going to miss my jinny jin jin :(

— sometimes I can’t help being hard on myself and then here’s my friends reminding me of my accomplishments and how I’ve stuck thru… feeling immensely grateful for them. Hug your friends y’all! Lol

— sensory overload :/

— I can’t believe my 20s are right around the corner T-T mentally, I’m still 17

—I passed my final T-T 

— does anyone else find it easier to hang out with older ones than your peers

— is it wrong to stop apologizing after you feel you’ve apologized enough ? is it wrong for me to keep my distance even if we’re living under the same roof ?

— also, while i’m ranting and hurting, this app used to be so much fun but now it feels almost like a chore :/

— like, i don’t know how to describe them except for how they just took up space. and not in the loud, boisterous way but in a “i got you, i’m right here next to you and if you fall, i fall” typa way - if that makes sense