lovehoshi_

Hello, first of all I want to apologize for the lack of updates .... and worse I haven't manage to update any of them for such a long time.
          	
          	I know I should keep this to myself but as a writer, who have some people waiting for her updates (dunno if theres even one but lets just assume hehe) you guys deserve some explanation.
          	
          	I have been having anxiety since I was 13, and it bcome worse when I'm 15. And now, my anxiety has become very bad, to the extend that it has manifested into depression, and I'm struggling very much to fight it. I'm having trouble with myself, losing my will to do pretty much everything.... and keeping it to myself is so much pain. But one thing with depressed people is(in my case, atleast), they want people to help them but at the same time they dont want.This year was also my final year in highschool, and was preparing for one of the biggest exam in my life so the anxiety and depression is like a really, really bad hurricane. Although ended about a month ago , I'm still suffering from it.
          	
          	I decided to take a break from writing and also from people. Five years in highschool have done great damage to my mental health (I met so much wonderful people though) and maybe now is the time I take a breather. So yeah... I'm really sorry. I keep on making promises that I can't keep... because I'm a coward.
          	
          	My friends, my readers, my fellow writers, if you have any troubles please talk to someone. If your mental health is in danger, take a rest.Take your time to find yourself again, no matter how long it takes. Treat yourself right.
          	
          	That's all I want to say. I can't say when I'm coming back. Maybe I will,maybe I won't. But I'll absolutely try my best. I'm wishing all the best for the great future authors out there. Peace! 

theholynamvana

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lovehoshi_

Hello, first of all I want to apologize for the lack of updates .... and worse I haven't manage to update any of them for such a long time.
          
          I know I should keep this to myself but as a writer, who have some people waiting for her updates (dunno if theres even one but lets just assume hehe) you guys deserve some explanation.
          
          I have been having anxiety since I was 13, and it bcome worse when I'm 15. And now, my anxiety has become very bad, to the extend that it has manifested into depression, and I'm struggling very much to fight it. I'm having trouble with myself, losing my will to do pretty much everything.... and keeping it to myself is so much pain. But one thing with depressed people is(in my case, atleast), they want people to help them but at the same time they dont want.This year was also my final year in highschool, and was preparing for one of the biggest exam in my life so the anxiety and depression is like a really, really bad hurricane. Although ended about a month ago , I'm still suffering from it.
          
          I decided to take a break from writing and also from people. Five years in highschool have done great damage to my mental health (I met so much wonderful people though) and maybe now is the time I take a breather. So yeah... I'm really sorry. I keep on making promises that I can't keep... because I'm a coward.
          
          My friends, my readers, my fellow writers, if you have any troubles please talk to someone. If your mental health is in danger, take a rest.Take your time to find yourself again, no matter how long it takes. Treat yourself right.
          
          That's all I want to say. I can't say when I'm coming back. Maybe I will,maybe I won't. But I'll absolutely try my best. I'm wishing all the best for the great future authors out there. Peace! 

theholynamvana

@lovehoshi_ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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