okay a little story time guys. I used to have a little crush on this guy who works at the grocery store ext to where I live but he only sees me as a friend. which I was okay with after I found out since the crush wasn't anything more than a little infatuation. But I still started to stay away from him and not talk as much to make sure he'd never find out I liked him. So I haven't seen him in months and I thought he stopped working there, but then I saw him today where he popped out of literally nowhere when I was buying ice cream. And I MADE A COMPLETE AND UTTER FOOL OF MYSELF. I literally turned and half ran away and dropped my ice cream and was so awkward. I was also wearing a really unattractive outfit and when I came to the cash register to pay for the ice cream, the other workers at the supermarket (who are friends with him) were snickering at each other for god knows what reason (while staring at ME) and I wanted to dieeeeeeee. I've never felt more humiliated. I could've just been a normal person and said "hey how are you" but NOPE. your girl had to RUN
