lazyloona

thinking about transferring to AO3. bruh moment fr. 
          (as if I would post on there lmao) 
          
          rant : 
          I have like so many drafts on here rn and I keep making more, I like a03s tag system more even tho I like this format better lol. however I would feel like a literal asshole if I just left quiet like unfinished forever. I know how it will end (I pretty much have since I started) but its like the filler to get there that is just not working for me, especially cause I vehemently hate the beginning. life. is crazy, I started quiet my freshman year of highschool and I'm graduating this Saturday which is wild.  the appeal for ao3 to me is It feels like so much less stressful wanting to post under so many different fandoms, where here on wattpad like ..,.aughhhh I have drafts of Kpop, dc, stranger things, Atla, marvel, and like celebrities and that feels too chaotic for here like I feel like I can't. like IDKKK gauuHhhh. I feel so pigeonholed into writing Harry Potter stuff when in all honesty I don't interact with any HP stuff anymore. I treasured the books as a kid and I guess I got back into it later in life or back into harry at least but ti just isn't interesting at all to me anymore :/ (still have love for the series bc I needed them as a kid and I cherished them but here we are) which is why I struggle SO BAD lol with writing for quiet lol and have resorted to starting like five other fics instead lol. 
          
          anyways I'll post again with more updates lmaooo ill let you know my username and everything if I move over incaseeeeee maybbeeeeee y'all like other ficsssss ???

giving in to the feminine urge to write a 'Amazing Spiderman' aka Andrew Garfield Spiderman ff, will it probably stay in my drafts forever like the five other ff's I've started over quarantine??  yes probably.  but I just I love him so much its unhealthy. 
          
          might put 'Quiet' on official hiatus cause I straight up have no clue how to move forward rn, maybe new dangerous update if I ever feel like it . even if I put it on hiatus im having the urges to start editing It soon so thats something at least 

y'all : omg wow I would love a quiet update wow who knows maybe even a dangerous update wowwww
          
          me who has started four separate fanfics that I will likely never publish yet continue to write chapters for.... some of which were 6,000 words : ‍♀️
          
          (lol Dangerous update will come first most likely and then quiet <3)

Happy New Year everyone :) 

miss me? part 47 just published <3 merry late Christmas and happy holidays from urs truly - lazyloona

in nyc for a couple days, feeling kinda crazy might even write (I literally have an overdue essay and my college app essay to write but I'm just in a silly goofy mood) 
          
          kinda beginning to become obsessed with timothée chalamet ik im like nearly two years late and I always found him yk attractive or wtv but guys I like GET IT now he's ,,,,,,, yup. anyways much luv to all of you who wait for me :) promise I won't abandon you, thanks for respecting me needing to be a person. <<33 much luv

stay safe you guys! I've really been trying to chill this summer as I had a really hard year mentally (Im sure we all did) which is why I haven't been writing :( I'm sorry about that. I've slowly started on the next quiet chapter but motivation has been hard. I finally got a job! and my drivers permit so... yeah! 
          
          I also started writing/drafting a Dick Grayson fic! its about titans season one so far and I really like the premise I have going. I'll probably write some more chapters and then maybe publish the intro :) 
          
          hope you guys are staying safe! delta variant getting crazy, please get vaccinated if you can :))

considering making the captain America book into a Bucky one hrmmmm. mostly because I want Danica to participate in the events of the falcon and the winter solider, and I can't figure out how to tie up the events of endgame with Danica and Cap hmmmm interesting. there is ONE way I have in mind but it doesn't satisfy the brain itch very much. interesting things to consider. 
          the problem is the continuation I see with Danica in TFATWS cap has to end how he normally does in endgame..but if its a Steve and Danica story it wouldn't end that way???? pain. 
          
          let me know any thoughts

HI! big message, one! new chapter. yes exciting. but BIGGEST news I FINALLY altered Chapter 30 of Quiet, where Draco and Athena kiss while she is drunk. I have altered the chapter to her being exhausted as I am very adamant on the fact that drunk people cannot consent. I always figured I'd change it when I did my final edit fo the book, but its been bothering me for LITERAL years (was written and published in 2019)  so might as well get it out of the way. 
          Stay informed about consent everyone, it's a very simple and essential thing to understand. 
          There will be more alters likely, and of course the eventual ~final edit~ which should change the story pretty significantly. 
          However if you're here now, enjoy the rough draft while its in its prime. :) stay safe.

Please take this time to educate yourself on the current anti-asian hate crimes. This isn't new, and it isn't justified. See what you can do to help in your neighborhood. If you aren't comfortable protesting in person, raise awareness, donate, spread mental health help for Asian community members, educate yourself. If you consume asian media and products (Anime, K-pop, Food, Languages, Products, etc) speak up. 
          
          No exceptions. 
          
          Here are some helpful links. 
          https://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/politics/a35862857/stop-asian-hate-organizations-to-support/  
          https://www.playbill.com/article/stop-aapi-hate-a-resource-guide-to-support-the-asian-american-community 
          https://nymag.com/strategist/article/where-to-donate-to-help-asian-communities-2021.html  
          
          But I encourage you to find more for yourself, even if your asian friends don't bring it up, know that the community is grieving. 
          
          Speak up, Speak out.