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I wish that people either were honest or that I could stop feeling like everyone is mad at me because it's either me or them and one of needs to stop it because im going to cry im so tired of feeling kike such a failure to the people around me of feeling like they cannot possibly stand me or love me or care for me that I should only serve and give give and I just want to sleep but u won't be able to because I have ruined it in one way or another and it makes the purpose meaningless its meaning me meaningless I am so tired