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GODDAMN
          
          THE OTHER BOY DIDNT WORK OUT EITHER-
          AND I LIKED THAT MOTHERFUCKER FOR FIVE MONTHS 
          DAMN

soooooooo
          it didn’t work out 
          the boy I like claims that he’s bisexual. which isn’t bad at all! i mean, im pansexual so like I rlly don’t give a shit. but I got his number the other day and he ghosted me-
          he’s also talking to so many other girls. he’s the only boy in his friend group. and everyone thinks that he’s gay. i think he might be honestly. cause even weeks ago he didn’t show that much interest in me, and he acted rlly rude and just treated me hella weird. like the motherfucker has his phone out constantly but can’t fucking text me back? like hell no-
          but that’s okay! cause I actually like someone else! it’s a boy in my art class. but who knows how this is gonna go lmfao

AHHHHHHHHHHHH
          SO OVER THE PAST COUPLE WEEKS I’VE KINDA BEEN AVOIDING THAT BOY THAT I LIKE BC I WANTED HIM TO TALK TO ME FIRST, AND HE NEVER DID LMFAOOOO
          HES LOOKING AT ME SM THO! AND TODAY I SAID HEY TO HIM AND I ASKED TO BORROW HIS PENCIL-
          AND HE WAS LOOKING AT ME SM AND LIKE COPYING MY BODY LANGUAGE AND LAUGHING WITH ME
          IT WAS SO AWESOME YOU GUYSSS
          but now I rlly don’t know what to do…
          like do I say hey to him again, or wait to see if he’ll ask me to homecoming? like I really need some advice lmfao
          BUT YEAH THATS WHATS BEEN HAPPENINGGG
          AHHHHHH 

OKAY SO TOMORROW IS MY THIRD WEEK OF HIGH SCHOOL BUT BRO, ME AND THAT DUDE HAVE LEGIT HAD SM CHEMISTRY-
          HES ALWAYS LOOKING AT ME AND COPYING MY BODY LANGUAGE!!!
          AND WE TALKED ALOT MOREE
          AHHHHHHHHHHH

YOU GUYSSSSS
          HE ACTUALLY KINDA TALKED TO ME TODAY-
          HE ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGED ME FOR ONCE
          AND HE KEPT LOOKING AT MEEE
          AHHHHHHHHHHHH

could you maybe tell me what it's like to be side eyed by your crush?

UMMMMM-
          SO HE SITS NEXT TO ME IN CLASS NOW!!!
          he still hasn’t talked to me yet but still
          PROGRESSSSS

OH MY GOD-
          ik no one’s gonna read this, but today was my first day of high school and oh my god!!!!
          i saw this really cute guy with long hair! he was exactly my type ong-
          like, the way I felt about Vance Hopper when I first watched the black phone, was the way I felt about this boy when I first saw him 
          he was so cute you guys istg
          AND WE HAVE CLASSES TOGETHER EVERY DAY-
          (i had to get this out  my friends all think I’m
          annoying lmao)