kyrialisspn

i dont even know if youll get this but i think im dying.and if i die i just want you to know something:I have so many regrets of never telling you how i felt.i started having feelings for you this time last year.i couldn't get over you.even when i tried,and tried because i knew it was unhealthy of me to fall for someone that would never fall for me back,something kept pulling me closer.i miss everything,i loved everything.i loved holding your hand and hugging you and just simply being in your presence.i loved you.i loved you so fucking much it hurt me. i wish i at least tried to have a romantic relationship with you,even though you were so fond of Willow and i wasn't all that great i should've at least tried.but it was too late one day.i was devastated.every moment i was with you i was happy,even when i was crying i was happy because i was with someone that i fell in love with.i wish you were still in my life.i wish we could at least talk.i'd give anything to just talk to you because you're so fucking perfect to me kyrialis.you're literally the only reason why i'd want to go to Cabarrus Charter i begged my mom and i am still begging her.i never got over you,i love you so much my heart aches.i've dreamt and thought of you so many times and there are countless times that i've written poems about you and talked about you to my friends.i still talk about you to this day.honestly.you were my first love.and it's crazy for me to say that because you don't love me and never even liked me but it's true.i love you. -brianna.

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