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I know I know I am trauma dumping on you guys and you yourself have lots of problems maybe more than myself but please listen to me because I get no one other than you guys...... listen to me if you want to I will be thankful.
I have my entrance exam in twelve days and I hadn't studied it anything I am going crazy....I feel like I should die all of my siblings are so good they had achieved so much I feel like failure shit....I don't know what should I do in my life I am feeling so anxious. You guys know what I started to write because I was on worse time of my life but I don't know that was bad or if I didn't get passed entrance exam will be worse because the hopeful eyes of my parents bother me.
I don't know if they will take all my tabs or I shouldn't able to write again or not......so I wanted to tell you guys in before hand that after first week of may I might come back after lots of time maybe months or year.....will you guys wait for me? Can I count on you guys? I know I can because guys love ,e and I love you. I promise you everyone I will come back even if after years and if I published my book I will write this down. I surely will find you guys again. Just don't forget I exist.
I don't know what future befolds for me but I know one thing for sure that I love you all you all are my love and huns. Honey bunnies!!!!
If I disappear just wait don't ever think I died because your author have seen some shits have been from some shits and still is alive. Just wait for me .
As much as I love writing i love my huns,
As much as I love medical I love my honey bunnies.
It might take time but I will drop happy bombs, study hard. Keep going and always do what you like .....if that makes you happy then it makes me happy too.
I will miss you guys even though person with ADHD don't have feelings of missing,my heart will bond with you guys.
I love you my huns:)