Mae/ masie

YALLLLLLL HELP
          
          So there's this boy....
          
          And he's super super super sweet..
          
          
          BUT HES JUST NOT MY TYPE PHYSICALLY 
          
          Like he's not unattractive but like when I think about it's him sending me cute messages it just makes me stop crushing
          
          
          Just to clarify we are FRIENDS, only friends

Yall I'm been offline for way too long Im sorry-
           I've took a break due to some religious reasons but I'm back and doing well! I'm bored so people need to start bothering me so yeah.
          
          To start off I'm back in my security breach phase, entering my vocaloid phase and I changed my pfp to sora! Anyways if anyone has any room decor ideas please dump them here, also I have a Tumblr and I'm wayyyyy more active there, it's under the same user as here!

*BARKS OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW*

SOMEONE HAND OVER THE FANFIC RECOMMENDATIONS PLSSSSSS

Y'all I finally realized how fuckin SCARY and SHITTY the amino community is, I joined About 3 days ago and I've seen 2 people get doxxed or something in the worldwide friends community English chat, not really sure what it was but the user Blood Raven is a really shitty person and was abusing their power. He used some tag !searchgirl and it would pull up a picture full name and address and I think a couple other things such as age ect ect. Worst part is. That's normal :(
          I'm sure amino can be fun and have great communitys and everything but damn.. it can be way too dark and it's terrifying seeing that shit in front of you.
          
          
          
          
          It's just too dark. I regret downloading it and I completely deleted my account and app
          
          
          Thanks for listening to my rant :)

Please give advice
          
          
          I feel really shitty right now, yesterday my friend apparently had a crush on this guy I never knew, and other our friend in our trio did know and today she apparently got rejected by him today which I don't even know bc our other friend said "girl he didn't even reject you" so I don't even know And I just feel super excluded, and I've never had great friends so all the sudden I have these great friends and it scares me to be abandoned and alone again. Then the cherry on top today I didn't get to go to a event at my church and 
           asked one of my friends to tell my other friend I said hello which I had his number but like whatever and he can't "Stop communicating through other people!" With a Shrek gif which it seems like he wasn't mad but I asked what my friend said to him and he said to not to share anything with me since I share all our messages, which isnt true and I would NEVER EVER share anything personal, though yeah sometimes Ill send my bff something funny he said or blah blah blah but if i was rude I never meant it 
          
          
          
          I just feel like a shitty friend now  :(

Fanfic rec: flower girl 
          
          
          It's a kurapika x yn fanfic where readers sister marrys her ex who still loves her 

I now have a Tumblr account under the name!it's great for private messaging so if anyone wants to pm me go to my Tumblr at @kurapikas-lovers-girl! :D

Rascal simp....

Everyone talking Abt they're bfs and everything and I feel so lonely ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ i just want someone who loves me and is romantic and stuff like that AHHHHಥ⁠_⁠ಥ