StarKelpie

First chapter of my new book on my new account (starKelpie) is out go check it please!!! Thank you my loves  
          
          

Gonna move to a different account the name is starKelpie. I’m gonna be posting a lot of anal and Yaoi books along omegaverse books! Go follow it this account won’t be updated anymore! I need a clean start 

So here’s the thing.... I have been trying to get back into writing for almost a year now but could never come up with the right ideas. I used to read a lot but also have up on that. I want a fresh start and I’m gonna get that. I’ll be moving to a different platform and I WONT be taking the books on here with me. I don’t delete the books on here but don’t expect any updates and if I update. I will probably have lost my mind xd jk jk. I will open up more info about my new account, somewhere before the end of next week. 

I am officially starting over... new books with new characters from various video games, movies and tv shows. I love Shadowhunters and I will forever be great full for what they gave me. But it’s time to move on. I love you all and I hope you guys will continue to support me!

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          So I accused my best friend of catfishing me...
          
          
          There I said it and I feel horrible about it, I'm not gonna tell the whole story but shit happened I was stupid and believe the most toxic person I have ever met... and it was a massive mistake and I hate him for that, I hate myself for that, luckily my best friend forgave me. And I still love him very very much of course he wouldn't be my best friend if he didn't make me feel worse about myself by telling me his life story. So yeah he is on vacation right now and I am so so scared to face him... I don't know why but I am, so yeah, he is my person, he listens to me when I need someone and I can laugh with him, I can dream with but he can he straight forward with me when he needs to be or when I need to face reality and I love that about him which makes me doing, thinking what I did so much worse for me so yeah, that's why my anxiety is much worse then normal which isn't a very good thing... I just wanted to share that.
          
          
          
          I love you guys I might not know you in person or anything like that but I love you guys. And I'm gonna try and continue the stories and I hope you guys will support me!

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          So over the years/months I've never been shy to talk about my mental and physical health cause long story short it sucks... so I started writing a lot and I loved it Shadowhunters helped me through the tough times and when I needed it the most... I lost it but I have great people around me my boyfriend my best friend (which I will get to in a little) and I loved writing reading your comments and hearing what you thought about the book and over the years... I lost that, I don't know how I don't know when (but I know somethings starting right now! Sorry disney reference) but I lost it and seeing people a year after I wrote this book still commenting on it, it makes me so so happy, it makes me regret that I stopped writing, it makes me wanna hit myself for stopping, cause knowing people loved my books gave me hope and life to be very honest. And i just wanna go back to that, change happens to a person to everything and everyone around us, but I'm trying really really hard to find my passion for writing again, finding what originally drew me to shadowhunters to malec to my passion, I do wanna take a moment to plug my twitch twitch.tv/starkelpie I stream as often as I can so if you want drop a follow, for now I wanna go over to the second point I wanna talk about, my anxiety and how it's skyrocketing right now...
          

Please stop asking for updates I’m doing everything I can but I’m dealing with some serious health issues right now... so yeah please try to understand 

Been in the hospital twice now... in the last month, I am sick and exhausted that effect do hospitals have on me, I’m asking you to be patience with me while I try and do as much as I can go to get all the books up to date and making the ending... I ain’t quitting writing again I’m just working slow...

Just a kind reminder to follow my twitch! So close to affiliate
          
           twitch.tv/starkelpie  
          
          much love <3
          

Working on something new! While also writing the endings!