pluto_matters28
Hi, how you doing?
kayxi22
AverysDior
ur location lmaooo
Likely_Seavey
Hey! How are you?
kayxi22
As I entered the new year, I thought back about 2019’s New Year’s Eve and remember the boy who broke my heart, who made me love him within a few days and just in a snap be gone. My friends told me I was crazy because he blocked me on everything and I couldn’t find his snap or number anywhere. He ended up adding me back and told me he couldn’t be with me bc if the time zone difference. It broke me into a million pieces and why I remember this so immensely is because I still love him. And I entered 2020 the same way so Imma be a broken hearted girl
aeromancer101
So I hope u keep going and searching for that person that will try even if there’s something is blocking it that person should find a way around it to get to the prize that will be u :3
aeromancer101
Girl even doe ur broken hearted just remember that there’s still ppl dat luv u so don’t let those feelings get to u maybe u love him but maybe his not the person who will see how an amazing person u are cuz if he loved u he would have kept going even if there was just a time difference and tried to do what he can to get u ;) hope u feeling better
kayxi22
Okay y’all I have a new computer now so let me just start writing again
kayxi22
I had my closing sentence and when I got to the closing sentence, I forgot what it was supposed to say
kayxi22
Y’all if three or four of you can give me constructive critism on a post imma bout to write please comment below so I can (maybe) send it to you. Thanks in advanced!!
kayxi22
@aaliyahs_angel_ it’s still in the works so I’ll probably get the rough draft to you next week lovie! Thank you
kayxi22
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<<Thank you all for being so kind and so loving. You all deserve the fucking world and I adore all of you. You’re all like a family that I never had. A supportive, nonjudgemental family who loves each other and I'm so thankful for being able to be where I am today. I wouldn't be here without y'all. I love you all so much that words can't even describe how much you all mean to me <3
kayxi22
’Lose you to love me’ hits me right in my feels from my past.
I needed to lose my ex-best friend to love myself again. Before I became her friend, I had confidence sky-high. I wasn't scared of anything.
Then she happened and then we ended our friendship this year and it was the best thing ever. I love myself more than ever but I'm still trying to regain my self-confidence.
”The chapter is closed and done. And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us.”
Was can never be friends ever again and I hope we never have to be considered friends anymore from what she put me through. I gave my all and everyone knew it and she just gave half and walked all over me.
I can literally find a problem she put me through for every line of the song if I wanted too.
I’m just proud of myself for being able to let people in now. After 4 months of hurting everyone to keep my feelings safe, I am finally able to let people in and keep them there. Although she left me with so many trust issues and mental problems, I’m getting better with trusting people who want to be my close friends and I’m able to tell people my secrets without them getting out!
I’m so glad my new best friends(one guy one girl) are so understanding. I finally told my guy best friend what happened without crying(first time ever) and I’m so proud of myself for this! I’m fully healed from the wounds she left me.
To those who read this up to here, thank you! And if you are confused on any of this, message me and I’ll explain it the best I can.
I’m posting this only for me really. I just want you all to know how I’ve grown in the past 4 months. And how I’m healed from the past 2 1/2 years.
MariBieberWDW
@wdwhalo I understand. Not many people understand toxic friendships. I hope you heal from this. It takes some time but it’s truly worth it. If u ever need someone talk to about this, u can pm any time. I understand some of the feelings u might be feeling
kayxi22
@MariBieberWDW I'm still trying to heal from this friendship it hurt me in more ways than many! I've tried to end this friendship for a year and I finally was able to stand my ground. I still push people away which is why some people call my now best friend toxic but it's my fault though lol. At least some people can relate to this!
kayxi22
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”when you can explain what fucked you up without crying, it means you have grown as a person from it and you are healed.” -unknown