jonquili

Okay, so... I was writing one of my JEONGCHAN book draft and I suddenly decided to include HyunLix as a side ship! *cries* 
          	I'm soooo excited to share the story with y'all. 

jonquili

@uresaturns omg lol T-T I bet you're going to love the series!
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uresaturns

IM SO WAITING FOR THIS???? Lets kiss this is INSANEEE WE HAVE GOTTA KISS SO HARDDD 
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uresaturns

 OH MY GOD SHSHHSHSHSHSHSH YES YES YES YES YES YES I LOVEEEE HYUNLIX SOO MUCHHHH MY LOVESS
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jonquili

Okay, so... I was writing one of my JEONGCHAN book draft and I suddenly decided to include HyunLix as a side ship! *cries* 
          I'm soooo excited to share the story with y'all. 

jonquili

@uresaturns omg lol T-T I bet you're going to love the series!
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uresaturns

IM SO WAITING FOR THIS???? Lets kiss this is INSANEEE WE HAVE GOTTA KISS SO HARDDD 
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uresaturns

 OH MY GOD SHSHHSHSHSHSHSH YES YES YES YES YES YES I LOVEEEE HYUNLIX SOO MUCHHHH MY LOVESS
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jonquili

A quick question. I swear to God if anyone ignores. What kind of book do y'all want to read, as in romance? 

linanoe

@jonquili  can't wait ლ⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠ლ⁠)
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jonquili

@linanoe Well, good for you (?), I'm working on that kind of story. :D
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linanoe

Dark romance , like mafia, kidna*ping , sta*king , revenge , obsession etc. (⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) . I don't romanticize these kind of stuff irl . It's fun to read though ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭  
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jonquili

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Rest in peace.
          
          Why? Why is it "rest in peace," and not, "live in peace"? What's the point to human life if in the end we die, mixing with the soil we've come from? What about all the hardwork I've done? 
          
          What about the people I love? What about the people I've ever loved and those feelings were never reciprocated? What about the family I've built and I've come from? What about the house I live in? What about the pet who must be waiting for me? What about the dreams I may have never achieved? What about the thoughts I wished someone knew, yet they were buried deep inside?
          
          What about the tears I've cried? What about the laughters that had died? What about the understanding I craved from my parents?
          
          Why am I supposed to wish happiness from another life, when I can't even remember a bit of my past life in my next? What about my passion, faith, hope, dignity and respect that I've spend years to build? 
          
          Everything I have ever done, just to rest in peace?
          
          Why can't I live in peace? They say death is the new beginning, it's fucking not! Why can't I see dead people? Why can't I talk to them? Where are they? Who remembers them?
          
          Everyone is supposed to die one day. No, they are not. The truth is, I'm as close as dead yet I'm scared to die. Death doesn't scare me, living like ghost does. What if I'll never be able to eat my favourite food? What if I'll never be able to remember who I was? 
          
          I'm alive, yet I'm not.
          
          I don't want to die. I want to live, enjoy the moment I'm living in. I want to love, I want to laugh. I want to eat, exercise, be healthy and be rich. I want to explore the world, and write. I want to gain respect and be proud of myself. I want to accomplish my goals and dreams.
          
          But, in the end, I'll die.
          

jonquili

@uresaturns Peace was never an option, I guess? Well, hopefully... One day, I'll learn to accept it. I can only know after dying, lol. Anyway, thank you! <3 
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uresaturns

though, this is how life works, sadly we can not prevent it, the day will come and we cant do anything about it, it will hurt alot, the idea of it is hurtful, but we need to learn that this is how it is, how it always will be, i know its saddening that we dont have no choice, You never know though, it could be for the best, as much as being parted away from your loved ones is painful, it will happen, it hurts to accept that but it will, we can only hope its far away, we can only wish that it will be for the better.
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uresaturns

you really want me to cry, dont You? The way You explained this very well is so beautiful, i literally respect You so much for this, You are wonderful, that has always been my same thought, i hope You are alright, im sure a day will come where we will accept this, hopefully death wont be painful, hopefully the afterlife is what we had always really wanted.
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uresaturns

You deleted enchanted? 

jonquili

@Primrozuzu thanks, sweetie! I'll bring the story back in a new way :) 
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Primrozuzu

I hope the best for you and keep fighting, love you`
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Primrozuzu

@jonquili 
            
            Wait... YOU DID???!!! 
            omg... Why didn't you tell me TT
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jonquili

Y'all... I don't want to brag or come out as an insecure bitch, but... My neighbour just told me I was a "model" TvT I mean I'm not even tall—honestly, the best compliment I've ever got.

jonquili

@Primrozuzu sports?? Haha... Not a single athletic bone in my body. I'll try exercising and stretching. Let's see what happens! :D
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Primrozuzu

@jonquili 
            
            Drink milk and do sports, you're still growing :) unlike me who's almost 20 TT
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jonquili

@Primrozuzu Heh maybe... I still want to be tall, though. 
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uresaturns

IS THAT YOU ON UR PROFILE???

jonquili

@Primrozuzu thank you and you are as well, cutie! :3
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jonquili

Someone buy me a motivation drink :')

jonquili

@KimYooNa_BTS_Snow Not yet... T-T also I don't think mom would allow. 
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KimYooNa_BTS_Snow

If you are above 18, sure can do
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