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Rest in peace.
Why? Why is it "rest in peace," and not, "live in peace"? What's the point to human life if in the end we die, mixing with the soil we've come from? What about all the hardwork I've done?
What about the people I love? What about the people I've ever loved and those feelings were never reciprocated? What about the family I've built and I've come from? What about the house I live in? What about the pet who must be waiting for me? What about the dreams I may have never achieved? What about the thoughts I wished someone knew, yet they were buried deep inside?
What about the tears I've cried? What about the laughters that had died? What about the understanding I craved from my parents?
Why am I supposed to wish happiness from another life, when I can't even remember a bit of my past life in my next? What about my passion, faith, hope, dignity and respect that I've spend years to build?
Everything I have ever done, just to rest in peace?
Why can't I live in peace? They say death is the new beginning, it's fucking not! Why can't I see dead people? Why can't I talk to them? Where are they? Who remembers them?
Everyone is supposed to die one day. No, they are not. The truth is, I'm as close as dead yet I'm scared to die. Death doesn't scare me, living like ghost does. What if I'll never be able to eat my favourite food? What if I'll never be able to remember who I was?
I'm alive, yet I'm not.
I don't want to die. I want to live, enjoy the moment I'm living in. I want to love, I want to laugh. I want to eat, exercise, be healthy and be rich. I want to explore the world, and write. I want to gain respect and be proud of myself. I want to accomplish my goals and dreams.
But, in the end, I'll die.