jewels-of-sapphire

"On May 6, 2024 0:00:00 UTC, user-to-user private messaging will no longer be a feature on Wattpad and existing conversations will be deleted. You will still be able to receive messages from Wattpad-affiliated accounts."
          	
          	WHAT IN THE WORLD 

GhostOwlVibing

My reaction exactly 
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jewels-of-sapphire

"On May 6, 2024 0:00:00 UTC, user-to-user private messaging will no longer be a feature on Wattpad and existing conversations will be deleted. You will still be able to receive messages from Wattpad-affiliated accounts."
          
          WHAT IN THE WORLD 

GhostOwlVibing

My reaction exactly 
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IamSofiaSofia

Hi! If you don't mind can we do F4F and also I wanna be ur friend 

jewels-of-sapphire

@IamSofiaSofia I know what F4F means. You just siad "also I wanna be ur friend"
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IamSofiaSofia

@jewels-of-sapphire  I didn't mean that. I meant you follow me and and I'll follow you back. That's it. Nothing else you have to do.
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jewels-of-sapphire

@IamSofiaSofia hey! I'm not really active on Wattpad anymore. I don't have much time to read and I'm not writing anymore, so I didn't have much of a reason to log in
            
            do you have a Tumblr account? I'm more active on that if you want to be friends
            
            cute profile btw <3 I love it!
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jewels-of-sapphire

never thought I'd do this but I'm going to change my username
          
          the change will take place on the 31st

jewels-of-sapphire

@BeccityBecBecs and I completely forgot I was going to do this lol
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jewels-of-sapphire

@BeccityBecBecs I want to use this pseudo elsewhere
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--STXRLA

Hey girly hope you doing ok! Miss you❤️

--STXRLA

@TheWritersReign oh no no I just made a habit of using it cuz it works and it's dramatic asf ☠️☠️
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jewels-of-sapphire

@-Jaes_Stxrgrl jeez why'd you use the wheelchair emoji? did I miss something happening to you?
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--STXRLA

@TheWritersReign I SEE- BUT DON'T TRY TO GET MY ATTENTION B/C THAN I'LL WANT TO TALK AND YOU'LL HARDLY RESPOND!! ☠️♿♿♿
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jewels-of-sapphire

holy crap. It's been almost four months since I've done something on here
          
          just doing this so y'all know I'm not dead
          
          
          
          I don't know when I'll be back on. As you can see, I removed (actually, deleted) all my works. I just can't write. I can't focus. I'll try writing, but my mind is going faster than my hands can keep up, even if I'm typing instead of actually writing. School is honestly the only thing I can really zone in on, and I'm a little behind on some things and I'd really rather not be (because a little bit over a long way adds up, y'know).
          
          I know everyone posts that they leave because they've been dealing with super bad anxiety and panic attacks, but I don't know if it's exactly that. I don't think it's that I'm lazy (because I will work my butt off sometimes) it's just that I can't focus and then my interests change, which leaves me a lot more wips than just in writing. It's with school, other side hobbies, and honestly, relationships
          
          it's just weird. And I'm still trying to figure out a good plan so that I can have an efficient day. Most days I feel like I did absolutely nothing and that I was a total failure. My mom will tell me otherwise, but I still feel like she's wrong
          
          and not only that, but my hypersensitivity seems to be getting worse. I'm becoming more and more agitated by noises and not knowing how to deal with that agitation besides just snapping at somebody or crying
          
          so . . . yeah
          
          also, I'm surprised that I still have 300+ followers given that there's literally nothing my profile can give them
          
          
          I'm not going to post my writing again. But if I were to do a work of my own, it would be a fic rating book, where I take fics that I've read (on Wattpad) and then talk about what I liked about them and what I didn't. I had thought of doing one where I solely take requests, but I struggle having enough focus to read just one Wattpadian chapter, so to having people give me stuff like that? no way
          
          
          
          also, I've gotten into like fifty new fandoms lol

Fadedflower07

@TheWritersReign Happy new year!
            
            I understand about your writing, I hope you feel better and that you have a nice year ahead!
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BeccityBecBecs

@TheWritersReign, praying for wisdom and focus for you. Thanks for the update. Hope it's a good year.
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brookfieldacademy

Girly I miss you, come back, it’s almost January 

jewels-of-sapphire

@brookfieldacademy well, not really, but I'm here for right now ;)
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brookfieldacademy

@TheWritersReign OH MY GODS YES YOUR BACKKKKKK
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