@in_your_toilet_06
when ur exam went so bad you burst out crying in the exam hall
im such a disappointment it feels like something inside me has been ripping me apart all day and i cant physically breathe
OMG THE THEMEEEEEEE
when ur being ripped apart inside out but ur the academic weapon so everyones eyes are on you
this is not the time to fail.
im so fed up of everything but most importantly im fed up of myself. nobodys gonna see this bc if they do im throwing myself off something istg. I don't understand how or why all my problems are from one thing. why I sh? because im too fat and disgusting. why i hate myself? bc im too fat and disgusting. why im suicidal? because im too fat and disgusting. i literally cry every time i look in a mirror. i barely eat i walk all the time i even started drinking more water and sleeping more and it's not working nothings working and i hate it i wanna throw myself off something i want to do it so so bad ik exactly where how when and everyday all day it's all I think about. the person i talk to the most is literally someone i met online and even then ive still somehow never said the right thing always screwed everything up im such a shit friend. i even lost all my old irl friends even my best friend my other friends idek why im still here. ill never be enough. im such a pathetic excuse for a human being i dont wanna be here im too fat and disgusting and ugly and im the most fucking stupid person ever
the way i have to spend tomorrow rereading all my old convos and screenshotting my fav bits even though my gcses are in 5 days because SOMEONE decided to remove private messaging *side eye wattpad*
AHHH EID MUBARAK GUYS <3333
EID MUBARAK MY ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE OF ALL TIME BESTIEE, OMG ILY ❤❤❤<3333
ramadan mubarak!! remember to keep palestine, congo, sudan, yemen, syria, etc in your duas and may Allah SWT accept all our fasts <33
off topic but two of my friends on here broke up and ive been watching the whole thing happen through both of their messages boards AND TELL ME WHY ITS LOWKEY FUNNY ASF-
one's gone emo and doesn't give an f and the other's gone depressed and cries herself to sleep every night
I feel so bad for both of them though :')
does anyone else ever just feel like everyone is being really annoying and everything makes you really really angry for literally no reason except it's been 4 weeks and im still feeling like I wanna set the world on fire
idk what to do with myself lmaoo
h̶o̶w̶ c̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ y̶o̶u̶ how dare you.
