Dajja

My nickname is Dajja (Daıa).
Please don't get offended that I'm not using my real name. It's just that everyone knows me by that name. I'm about to be 17. I'm a second year at a medical high school. I have a lot of ambitions and I'm currently chasing all of 
them. My main mission in life is to be someone that can help people especially those around my age. I fucked up just as I started high school last year. I had strong feelings for someone and they didn't give them back so everything went downhill from there. I had to hit rock bottom and I went into full depression barely keeping my grades the same as I did previosly in middle school. After starting to pick myself up I began reading and learning a lot of things. I realised that what happened to me was a ongoing cycle with almost every teenager. And I'm not playing good guy bad guy cause everyone plays a part in the flow of their life events heading to a certain direction. Realising that it hit me, the fact that no one was really paying attention to this cycle and my mission is to help people around my age be aware of themselves and start taking controll over their emotions and act more logically. I used to think that I jus HAD to find that person and I'd be set for life, but in fact I just needed to find myself. It took me a while to do it but if i can do that then everyone can. Writing is my best weapon to fight all this ball of insecurities around me.
Please join me.