iluvgirls

it's really sad. I'm constantly alone. Tomorrow I'm gunna celebrate my birthday (im basically just gunna go to the mall and walk around until I wanna go home) I have no friends (and I don't mean "haha lol I have no friends but I have like 9 friends" no I mean no friends. At all) my cousin texted me yesterday saying that she wanted to come over so we could hang out on Sunday. I seen her today and she just say "haha well I kinda don't want to go anymore so yea". So that was a great experience. Tomorrow I'm just gunna walk around the mall and act like it doesn't bother me that I'm alone. I'm waiting for that moment in life where I have friends. Rant over. 

summerhazedancer

@sillypeej babe, I'll be your friend. happy belated birthday, and just try walking up to someone in a book shop (or cupcake shop) and be like "hey, that one's great" and start a conversation like that. before you know it, you'll be texting them everyday! hope you had fun, anyhoo
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iluvgirls

it's really sad. I'm constantly alone. Tomorrow I'm gunna celebrate my birthday (im basically just gunna go to the mall and walk around until I wanna go home) I have no friends (and I don't mean "haha lol I have no friends but I have like 9 friends" no I mean no friends. At all) my cousin texted me yesterday saying that she wanted to come over so we could hang out on Sunday. I seen her today and she just say "haha well I kinda don't want to go anymore so yea". So that was a great experience. Tomorrow I'm just gunna walk around the mall and act like it doesn't bother me that I'm alone. I'm waiting for that moment in life where I have friends. Rant over. 

summerhazedancer

@sillypeej babe, I'll be your friend. happy belated birthday, and just try walking up to someone in a book shop (or cupcake shop) and be like "hey, that one's great" and start a conversation like that. before you know it, you'll be texting them everyday! hope you had fun, anyhoo
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iluvgirls

Hot, wet tears stream down her cheeks. Her face twisted with confusion and sadness. She didn't know what to do. She just laid there, hoping someone would come and help her out of the black cage she called her mind. She felt insane. Like she couldn't control any part of her body. She was numb. She could help herself. She just laid there, helpless.
          
          
          
          
          Idk why I wrote this but yea.