Dr.ibtisam amir

It was pitch black dark, yet I could see myself clearly. Everything else was dark, not a single ray of light. I started to move forward while holding my hands Infront of me like a blind person. I kept walking and walking and walking but the path never seemed to end. It seemed like I have been walking in blank dimension for an eternity. I tried walking in different directions but same... For a moment I thought it's a dream and tried to wake myself by closing my eyes...pinching myself and even tried choking myself but everything felt so real.....Am I trapped inside an abyss or am I trapped inside my own mind. There is no way of finding that out. Why am I here...am I here for punishment and atonement of my own sins... cuz if that's the case then I think I got it too easy for the sins I have committed. What is this darkness....it's driving me crazy and before I lose all hope and give in to despair and become one with this darkness, I..........