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I CANT BE STUCK ON SOMEONE WHO DONT LOVE ME NO MORE 

NAURR THE DISC ISNT WORKING 

tw// suicide & sh
          
          
          y’all don’t understand how much i love you all. 
          
          i met some of you this past year alone and you have all because my greatest friends. i may not text you guys every day or i may not text you at all but i still interact with you on our message boards and you guys are literally the only reason keeping me on this app. i have had no motivation to write whatsoever because i feel like my writing is shitty and sometimes it’s repetitive but then i see you guys comment like “plot is plottting” “this is so good” and my heart smiles. 
          
          
          
          back in april, i had lost my grandfather and i really didn’t know how to handle it. i kept having these thoughts that i wanted to kms. my mom was obviously angry, so she took it out on me and she called me a loser, told me i wasn’t worth anything, that i should’ve kms when i had the chance, that she wished she got rid of me. i started to think maybe she was right, maybe i should go so she can be happy. when she apologized, i acted like nothing happened, i forgave her, and she went on about her day. i started thinking “fuck what would’ve happened if i died when i was actally gonna kms?” and i thought about how better everyone’s life would be. just before i thought any further, a friend reached out to me and said that she loved me so much, that i deserved the world. i broke down to her, i told her what had happened and she made me realize no matter how shitty my life was, i was here for a reason. 
          
          so if you guys ever feel like hurting yourself, reach out to me. reach out to people, i didn’t have that option because i always assume everyone secretly hates me lmao. reach out to me if you ever need anything. 
          
          socials//
          
          discord; 3mmy777
          instagram; 444dafuckz
          tiktok; cvmwebs.wp (i think lmao)
          
          wattpad doesn’t tell me when someone messages me on here so if i don’t reply, text me on any of those^
          
          i love you guys. 
          
          also if anything is spelt wrong i’m sorry, i just woke up and my eyes are adjusting to my screen lmao.

I cannot stay off this app to save my life and I think that’s a problem

should i make a jacob bertrand book on my main account???

xolo confirming he’s single is all i needed

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT88AbTnP/ why am i crying over a cartoon

HAHAHAHAH sinjin is a g ⁉️‼️

LUCIAAAA NOT THE SINJIN THEME

LUCIA I MISS U