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It's been awhile

uh if anyone worried me and my friends are good turns out the situation wasnt as bad as i thought so yay.
          i might change my writing style idk, would it be just fine if i post stories with less chapters if ever? because i dont really know how to build up suspense or make anything interesting yet, i’ll keep trying though! 
          i write based off of random music inspos thats why, everything’s mostly based off of music in my life lmao, im trying to write and learn a lot so i dont lose hope just yet, heh

im sorry i have to rant here i just dont know where i could do it without having to talk about it anywhere else i just, i think i messed everythinng up again. i got into an argument with my friends over whether or not i was something and i think idkidk idk im scared theyre one of the only reasons why i wanna live and i think i made them angry and sad idk im scared im not ready to die yet idk if they hate me or not ive always had a feeling that they dont like me but imsvared if they dontthen idk what im doing anymroenidk wtf id stay here because i just i dont wanna worry them about this but i needed to let this out somewhere im sorry

Luv your bio (♥_♥)

hahah, regrets! ive changed my life plans and i’ll be trying to write when i want to and apparently its right now? see you soon!

hiiiiiiii im probably not going to be writing anymore books, sadly. theres too much on my plate right now but if you want to see some writing ive done ever since i stopped books, i’ll every once in a while i post some writing on my joint instagram account (@/oblivious_sea.icall_history) and i currently just have lets live forever up, but dont worry i will post more. if you wanna just see what im up to, follow my twitter (@/mint_qh) im currently very active on there. if you ever just wanna talk to me, i have my personal instagram (@minti.rinti) where i dont post but im always on. thank you for taking time out of my day and i hope you can still be there along with me even if i dont end up writing again?
          
          tl;dr: i linked my socials
          

lol hi, im back from my glow-up slump, ive been well, ive been reading unhealthy amounts of smut and im a bit tired right now because its 3am but im scared of these shadows. how about you? how’s your day so far?

i have something to say.
          i might not be able to ever write after a few months, but i promise its for a good reason.
          i’m actually applying to a fairly controlling and time-consuming job, so i wouldn’t have the ability or the time to write most likely ever again. i promise i’ll try my hardest to release anything i can when i can, but it won’t be likely. i’m sorry for all this, but a dream too big must be followed.

things are going to get better
          i promise
          i promise i promise i promise
          they will, i promise

thank you for reading carnations!! it means a lot to me uwu. i hope you have an amazing day/night!! ❤️