alex.🦷

god don’t judge me for the fix i’m about to drop 

about to get high n drop the fanfic of the year 

hi babe i hope youre doing well, i miss you x

ironically enough this is the only place where i have real privacy. i could just scream utter nonsense and no one would care n no one really knows me enough to beg me to explain myself. i really like it, it’s like a closet that no one fucking knows about it. 

damn bitch, u live like this ??  

anyway, my history teacher b like “lol ur so funny hahah” and his eyes do that squinty thing when he chuckles or smiles and i’m just sitting here like “pls rail me” 

i’m alive 

hi, so, 
          
          the balcony scene, i think i’m going to post some closure chapters- like two or three maybe...just explaining the plot. i’ve written some important scenes out so you’ll all get to read those. 
          
          i just didn’t want to leave it where it’s at bc that book means the world to me. and i know i hated when authors did that, when they just ditched a book. which is why i wanna do this. 
          
          so yeah, i might do the same with skates and dear mr. marriott. but i don’t really know yet bc honestly i have the URGE to continue dear mr. marriott. 
          
          i also was thinking about writing the final part of the prom au for tongue tied, kinda to tie the book together n give it a good ending.
          
          i don’t know if i’m keeping the balcony scene up or if i’m unpublishing it. i haven’t really decided but i definitely want to give you all closure lol. you all deserve it for being so fucking supportive. 

y’all better stop, you guys are making me wanna upload!new chapters 

me watching all the new cc stans get attached to the balcony scene and dear mr. marriott knowing i’ll never upload another chapter :(