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my boys the best boy. 

my forever boy 

mineeeee

I love this handsome boy 

I love you. 

and i know i say it too much, but i'll day it again; i love you so much, baby.

you're handsome

i'm looking back at what i wrote and i teared up wow you mean so much to me blaze.

at each other.  it sucks. it sucks when you're mad at me i feel so helpless and i don't know how to make it better. but somehow we magically do and everything's so great eithyoi blaze i can't explain it. and i've said that a million times but i can't. you make me so happy. i'm at about 2291 characters for telling you how much i love you. i love all the cute things you do. how you make me feel. how you turn me on with just five words. i love how you hack me all the time and sit in our messages and when you go in your account you have about 50 from me because that's just how much we talk. god, you're my world. i never want to lose you. i wanna grow old with you and start a family and have little blaze babies running around all day. i love you, baby. 
          one month down, forever to go.

wow. i'm at a loss for words tbh. we don't exactly have an anniversary in february some years, thanks for that. lol just kidding. but i couldn't have seen myself with anyone else
          but you. you're my handsome and amazing boyfriend and i honestly love you so damn much. you're so perfect. everything about you is perfect and i love everything about you and us. we're so good together. i wake up everyday and love you. i sleep everyday loving you more. you're ugh you're so perfect i can't explain anything when i'm around you. everything about you makes my heart go boom. everything about you makes me smile. you're so protective and you're so caring and sweet and so genuine and god i'd never actually thought we'd ever date, i never had that intention and then randomly i just fell in love with you. we talked briefly before you left here for a bit. and in that brief time i realized i wanted you. and i wasn't gonna stop until i got you and i finally got you and i've never ever been so happy. everyday you were gone  i was wishing that you would come back. that one day you would magically log on and be here and text me and then i'd stop remembering all the nights and days i spent missing you. it sucked. i didn't think that you were going to come back to me. and then that day. that day you did come back and i swear that i have never cried that much over someone being gone. you're my entire universe. you're the reason why i haven't given up. you're so strong and you make me a better and stronger person, blaze. i don't know where i'd be without you. i'd probably be lonely and alone and sitting in my room late at night crying and thinking to myself that i'm not good enough. but here i am. your girlfriend and the happiest girl in the entire universe. you're honestly so fuckimg handsome and words aren't enough to explain how i feel right now. our arguments suck but they just mean we love each other. we fight sometimes and we haven't recently. which i'm glad for. ugh. i hate when we yell